wow.
Shitty life. It's like Jerry Springer fuckin 10 times fold... fucking seriously.
It's incredibly rediculous, but I guess it's fuckin the way it is and the fuckin way it's gunna be.
new life.
lonely and lies?? I'm done with all the BS... I don't care about the shit- I'm over the shit-done with SHIT. PERIOD. If I could just understand what the fuck is going on in my head or what's going through my husband's (becoming EX-HUB) maybe I would feel a little more at ease with life and all the BS that's spreading throughout it.
I'm sick. and I'm tired.
And I'm missing things. EVERYTHING!
I miss me. myself. Typhannie. And I need her back.
I am going with the flow as though the water doesn't burn me. I can assure you-- the water's acidic. And i'm done wading through it. Maybe if I swim faster, it won't hurt so much.
All i can say is that my life revolves and stays pure and neat only for my 1 and only....
my daughter, Jasa.... who means more than all of life itself. The most precious piece of flesh I ever knew. (but we all think that about our children, right?! lol) She is amazing... without her I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be wasting anymore time with my life- but she revolves around it and I can only breathe from her breath.
What would I do without her?
I thought I had no friends. This is not the case, however. I have found recently that I DO have friends. Maybe they were hiding for years-scared of my life and the way I live it. But I do have them. And I want them to know how much their love means to me. whether you be a friend here on SG, or a friend in life- This is the times I need you most and to have those who care here for me is a miracle in itself.
I take NOTHING for granted anymore. When u lose everything- you have nothing to lose and we all know that, but once you lose it all, you'll never want to lose anything u have again.
I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!
Typhannie
Shitty life. It's like Jerry Springer fuckin 10 times fold... fucking seriously.
It's incredibly rediculous, but I guess it's fuckin the way it is and the fuckin way it's gunna be.
new life.
lonely and lies?? I'm done with all the BS... I don't care about the shit- I'm over the shit-done with SHIT. PERIOD. If I could just understand what the fuck is going on in my head or what's going through my husband's (becoming EX-HUB) maybe I would feel a little more at ease with life and all the BS that's spreading throughout it.
I'm sick. and I'm tired.
And I'm missing things. EVERYTHING!
I miss me. myself. Typhannie. And I need her back.
I am going with the flow as though the water doesn't burn me. I can assure you-- the water's acidic. And i'm done wading through it. Maybe if I swim faster, it won't hurt so much.
All i can say is that my life revolves and stays pure and neat only for my 1 and only....
my daughter, Jasa.... who means more than all of life itself. The most precious piece of flesh I ever knew. (but we all think that about our children, right?! lol) She is amazing... without her I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be wasting anymore time with my life- but she revolves around it and I can only breathe from her breath.
What would I do without her?
I thought I had no friends. This is not the case, however. I have found recently that I DO have friends. Maybe they were hiding for years-scared of my life and the way I live it. But I do have them. And I want them to know how much their love means to me. whether you be a friend here on SG, or a friend in life- This is the times I need you most and to have those who care here for me is a miracle in itself.
I take NOTHING for granted anymore. When u lose everything- you have nothing to lose and we all know that, but once you lose it all, you'll never want to lose anything u have again.
I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!
Typhannie
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