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school for the first time doesn't piss me off! but i think thats because its summer and summer classes seem less crazy.

yay...
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whats up!

yeah ive had trouble logging in for a long time thats why i haven't posted.

i'm starting an ap in musical engineering wednesday's the big day when i stat! and teaching dance classes at a very small, poor dance studio. i wish i could get paid to teach people to do the movement i see in my head to whatever music i want...
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andain:
OMG I <3 Futurama. Your tattoo rocks.
noend:
you must be busying.
thanx for the advice and me audition went well.
even the ballet classes, which i actually enjoyed. love
to get my ass kicked.
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ok, its been a long time but my life as been all over the place. i was supposed to move to england but had money trouble and as much as i want to move so i can dance i just can't afford anything. it sucks being poor, it sucks more though to be poor and be working your ass off all the time. and now...
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tatianadanielle:
Oh don't be misserable.
noend:
A dancers life is generally a poor life, monetarily, but fucking worth it. So keep heart and just find a way to make it happen. May take time but if you don't lose sight it'll arrive. Not easy, but at a certain point all yur friends start to exclaim to you what a great life you have and they wish they could do all the things you do. They all have steady jobs, security, insurance, homes, kids in private schools, therapists, SUV's, groceries, and what-not and then they covet our lives of.... Well anyways...sorry i can't change it all, but i can say do what you love, make it work. Am i happy and comfy? well, i am for the next month as i am working on a show that ends Feb. 24th. Then?? That's how it goes.

Lovely self portraits by the way.

I think you'll be all right.
let me know.
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this is for a few important people in my life



so put on your hoody and turn your back on me
as we walk away i'll keep one eye purched on my shoulder
to not miss that one last look you give me
but baby don't expect me to turn around
my foot prints are set in wet cement
and when it dries there'll be...
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maximilion:
if you ever come to ny i would love to take yousmile I was ther again last night and made a big fire..
corsair:
Just stopped by to say Hi!

Where do you dance? I hit the clubs in West Palm every so often.

I read your words . . . . sorry you've been hurt!
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Look me in the eye
and tell me that we've died
although the flames of hell surround us
i can't be convinced
that we will ever subside

i keep my "i love you"s inside
the silence picks me apart
sending me into spouts of insanity
but keeping us from touching
the things we're afraid of

your arms keep me safe from the flames
every breath...
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i am so stressed out!!! i'm working right now on applying for my student visa for my move to the UK. i know im going to get everything done i'm supposed to but it is nurve racking thinking about all of the stuff i need and have to do and all the money i have to spend! it cost $208.00 dollars to apply for a...
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Inspired by......


(in a british accent)

with my wrists bound behind my back
my lips my weapon to gesture an accord
your curious nature lures you close
and lip to lip i take your words

scream as you must
and scorn me the same
for you knew better than to trust my mind
the blood on your chin, on your neck, and your shirt
emulate...
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maximilion:
Awesomeness! Whats up?
maximilion:
no gf..just crush..and they never end well for me..so well see
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i was going to update but i have nothing to say. i'im working a million hours a week right now to save money for school and i have my first dance recital with the studio i teach for coming up next friday, it is irritating and exsiting at the same time. this next week will be very tiring. i'm shooting my first suicide girls shoot...
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onesandzeros:
Just wanted to say saw your post in the IBT group, you are stunning. That is all biggrin
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so now i have to make a whole bunch of friends in England because thats where i'm moving to. I just got excepted into Laban University, its a school for contemporary dance, and i will be starting in September!

also i am being published in a book, it is a photograph book called "Endless Journeys" by The International Liibrary of Photography. so i'm exstremely happy...
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