Okay, okay--I'll admit it...I'm not much of a blogger. I often think, "who wants to read about me?", and then I stop, mid-blog, and delete what I have written so far.
I'll try this again.
Life has been hectic for me. I am working at the same bar, waiting tables Tues, Wed and Thurs days, then bartending Thurs, Fri, and Sat nights. I feel like I live at work, but ehh...what to do?
My husband is all better and back to work---he had an accident last August, and was out until Feb. Why is that a big deal? Because at the time of the accident, he was my fiancee, and after the bang up, we decided to just run off and make it legit. We never wanted kids (he has 2 from a previous, and I was cool with the "hip stepmomma" role), and after the wedding, we decided to throw caution to the wind. And I got pregnant. And there were problems, and I had a D&C---now, no longer pregnant. And it seems the whole world, or at least all of my friends, are getting pregnant. And it bums me out a little.
Well..if I keep going, I'm going to delete this, so let me save it now before I change my mind.
Send love?
I'll try this again.
Life has been hectic for me. I am working at the same bar, waiting tables Tues, Wed and Thurs days, then bartending Thurs, Fri, and Sat nights. I feel like I live at work, but ehh...what to do?
My husband is all better and back to work---he had an accident last August, and was out until Feb. Why is that a big deal? Because at the time of the accident, he was my fiancee, and after the bang up, we decided to just run off and make it legit. We never wanted kids (he has 2 from a previous, and I was cool with the "hip stepmomma" role), and after the wedding, we decided to throw caution to the wind. And I got pregnant. And there were problems, and I had a D&C---now, no longer pregnant. And it seems the whole world, or at least all of my friends, are getting pregnant. And it bums me out a little.
Well..if I keep going, I'm going to delete this, so let me save it now before I change my mind.
Send love?
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oonafae:
there is no smell of bondage but I LOVE the feel 
I can't make babies either 
but at least ya have the stepkids
I can't make babies either but at least ya have the stepkids 
kittycontagious:
it seems we are all broken... but at least you have step children and you can always adopted