*warning - sour mood posting... You'll have to excuse it if it sounds like depressed whining...*
I really must find a way to improve my mood... Lately it's been rather sucky, and I am just not terribly happy over that... Of course, not being terribly happy about not being happy is a rather ugly spiral to get into... It's generally just when I am home alone and thinking too much, but still...
Luckily I still end up cracking bad jokes, and being silly when I am out and about...
Hopefully now that the better weather is here so I can get out with the camera, and get out golfing, things will improve...
I suspect the problem has more to do with the limit number of people I would consider friends I have in the area these days, and the fact that even they don't seem to have any spare time.... There is also the problem of no girlfriend/significant other/friends with benefits, so the lack of time spent curling up to watch a movie, going for a wander in the great outdoors, or trying to wreck the furniture during sexual olympics.... This is the first long time dry patch since I was about 13/14, so going about 6 years without when you have an addiction is not a good thing, and bound to screw with your mood...
Of course, the chances of fixing this problem would improve greatly if I could fix my back a bit, and drop about 20-30 pounds so I could go back to being just the dirty old man, rather than the dirty old fat guy....
I really must find a way to improve my mood... Lately it's been rather sucky, and I am just not terribly happy over that... Of course, not being terribly happy about not being happy is a rather ugly spiral to get into... It's generally just when I am home alone and thinking too much, but still...
Luckily I still end up cracking bad jokes, and being silly when I am out and about...
Hopefully now that the better weather is here so I can get out with the camera, and get out golfing, things will improve...
I suspect the problem has more to do with the limit number of people I would consider friends I have in the area these days, and the fact that even they don't seem to have any spare time.... There is also the problem of no girlfriend/significant other/friends with benefits, so the lack of time spent curling up to watch a movie, going for a wander in the great outdoors, or trying to wreck the furniture during sexual olympics.... This is the first long time dry patch since I was about 13/14, so going about 6 years without when you have an addiction is not a good thing, and bound to screw with your mood...
Of course, the chances of fixing this problem would improve greatly if I could fix my back a bit, and drop about 20-30 pounds so I could go back to being just the dirty old man, rather than the dirty old fat guy....