"Rage flows through my veins.
My blood, my body, my mind;
my own worst enemy."
I am able to control it. But not always. It creeps up on me, stealthy, as a panther slithers through the jungle growth hidden from sight. It waits, building up its strength for a moment of weakness. And I know it is there, but yet I dont. Only at the last second do I see it, a blur of red and black, streaking past me and into my consciousness. There the true struggle between man and beast begins. And man doesnt always win.
"Anger is a gift."
Today, I feel it slowly slipping by me. I almost want to revel in it. Ive been listening to angry music, The Distillers, Rage against the Machine. I want people to know how proud I am for this soon to be explosive anger. Yet...
I know I cannot let it win. Nothing good ever happens when it slowly poisons me against myself. Never.
My blood, my body, my mind;
my own worst enemy."
I am able to control it. But not always. It creeps up on me, stealthy, as a panther slithers through the jungle growth hidden from sight. It waits, building up its strength for a moment of weakness. And I know it is there, but yet I dont. Only at the last second do I see it, a blur of red and black, streaking past me and into my consciousness. There the true struggle between man and beast begins. And man doesnt always win.
"Anger is a gift."
Today, I feel it slowly slipping by me. I almost want to revel in it. Ive been listening to angry music, The Distillers, Rage against the Machine. I want people to know how proud I am for this soon to be explosive anger. Yet...
I know I cannot let it win. Nothing good ever happens when it slowly poisons me against myself. Never.
nyghtwish:
The bf has free range of anyone as hot as or hotter than me. I think his first pick would probably be Lindsay Lohan. He digs her.