Ok. Well, here we go. The last entry of the year.
I've thought a lot the past week or two about the things that have happened.
And I have to say I'm happy about the things going on today for the most part.
I'm done with all the stupid ass bullshit that went on day after day a year ago. People are gone, some people here presently could go, but based on my attitude & their actions recently they will be gone soon anyways (I'll be sure to make you think I'll cry over the loss before you go).
I'm two months away for having the last chance to get what I want. He'll be here & I can go for it like I never have before, or be the dumb ass wallflower I've kicked myself for time & time again in the past.
I have such an amazing supporting cast in my life now, I could bust into tears over it at anytime. I spent agreat nite tonite with a handful of the amazing people I've met that have become so dear to me. I learned how much people do enjoy having me around & I've honestly never felt so lucky.
I can't wait for the new year. I see myself leaving Southwest, not only because I've had it with the bullshit, but because I have some amazing job offers in my lap. I can't wait to head to Seattle to see Beqah, and I want to plan something fun for me, Jean & Dan to do this year as well.
It's the last year I let my theatre obligations stymie me. My life may be booked up til about July right now, and it's wrong. Yes, I'm in demand & I see now that I made over 5,000 doing what is supposed to be volunteer work, but at the cost of what? I miss too many people to carry on.
So to the ones I've put out for, loaned to, adjusted for, catered to and basically adapted to...thank you for all our good times, I'd do it a million times more just to see you smile....But for the small handful that just adored using up the fact I did the above things...have fun finding your next chump, I have to make up some time with the people who matter, you'll have to fuck off in the mean time.
I'm done with a lot of random petty B.S, if you make that list, I can't say I'm sorry...I'm sure I'm out benifiting from your absense somehow.
As for ringing in the new year. I'll be at neonopolis enjoying the same show I spent my 15th new year at....that's kinda funny to me.
I've thought a lot the past week or two about the things that have happened.
And I have to say I'm happy about the things going on today for the most part.
I'm done with all the stupid ass bullshit that went on day after day a year ago. People are gone, some people here presently could go, but based on my attitude & their actions recently they will be gone soon anyways (I'll be sure to make you think I'll cry over the loss before you go).
I'm two months away for having the last chance to get what I want. He'll be here & I can go for it like I never have before, or be the dumb ass wallflower I've kicked myself for time & time again in the past.
I have such an amazing supporting cast in my life now, I could bust into tears over it at anytime. I spent agreat nite tonite with a handful of the amazing people I've met that have become so dear to me. I learned how much people do enjoy having me around & I've honestly never felt so lucky.
I can't wait for the new year. I see myself leaving Southwest, not only because I've had it with the bullshit, but because I have some amazing job offers in my lap. I can't wait to head to Seattle to see Beqah, and I want to plan something fun for me, Jean & Dan to do this year as well.
It's the last year I let my theatre obligations stymie me. My life may be booked up til about July right now, and it's wrong. Yes, I'm in demand & I see now that I made over 5,000 doing what is supposed to be volunteer work, but at the cost of what? I miss too many people to carry on.
So to the ones I've put out for, loaned to, adjusted for, catered to and basically adapted to...thank you for all our good times, I'd do it a million times more just to see you smile....But for the small handful that just adored using up the fact I did the above things...have fun finding your next chump, I have to make up some time with the people who matter, you'll have to fuck off in the mean time.
I'm done with a lot of random petty B.S, if you make that list, I can't say I'm sorry...I'm sure I'm out benifiting from your absense somehow.
As for ringing in the new year. I'll be at neonopolis enjoying the same show I spent my 15th new year at....that's kinda funny to me.
so hear are the lyrics to afternoon delight by the starlight vocal band.
in the words of ron burgundy, "If you don't think this is the greatest song ever, i will fight you. Thats no lie."
Afternoon Delight
The Starland Vocal Band
Gonna find my baby, gonna hold her tight
gonna grab some afternoon delight.
My motto's always been; when it's right, it's right.
Why wait until the middle of a cold dark night.
When everything's a little clearer in the light of day.
And you know the night is always gonna be there any way.
Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.
Thinkin' of you's workin' up my appetite
looking forward to a little afternoon delight.
Rubbin' sticks and stones together makes the sparks ingite
and the thought of rubbin' you is getting so exciting.
Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.
Started out this morning feeling so polite
I always though a fish could not be caught who wouldn't bite
But you've got some bait a waitin' and I think I might try nibbling
a little afternoon delight.
Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.
Please be waiting for me baby when I come around.
We could make a lot of lovin' 'for the sun goes down.
Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.