"I just don't want to lead you on."
"You're a really great guy and an amazing person."
"I want to be able to have someone come over and just hang out on a random Tuesday."
"My schedule is all sorts of crazy."
"I still want to talk and I still want you to call."
"I'm still stuck on the last guy."
"Not ready for a relationship again."
Seven different reasons, presented in that order, from a girl who gave me her number just a few short weeks ago. Same message: I don't dig you.
Amazing how a girl I've known for less than a month can capture my imagination like no one has in the longest time, chew me up and spit me out. Funny thing is, I was certain she was on the same page I was.
"You're a really great guy and an amazing person."
"I want to be able to have someone come over and just hang out on a random Tuesday."
"My schedule is all sorts of crazy."
"I still want to talk and I still want you to call."
"I'm still stuck on the last guy."
"Not ready for a relationship again."
Seven different reasons, presented in that order, from a girl who gave me her number just a few short weeks ago. Same message: I don't dig you.
Amazing how a girl I've known for less than a month can capture my imagination like no one has in the longest time, chew me up and spit me out. Funny thing is, I was certain she was on the same page I was.
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Melatonin works wonders for me except every once in awhile it makes me have wacked out lucid dreams that turn into raging nightmares. They kind of sneak up on me. But anyway, both me and the boy are very light sleepers and have weird twitches and shit in the middle of the night so it's difficult to sleep sometimes.
ANYWAY. No, the pro's list was definitely WAYYY longer than the cons list which put things into a very nice perspective...the perspective that it seems there are many things that are just "in my head" and are due to past relationships and old insecurities that are still lingering and will eventually go away as trust builds and time heals. So that's a plus I guess.
And you are the second person to reference High Fidelity to me in the past few days, so I'm adding it to my netflix. I've never seen it, and I love John Cusack.