i feel like shit i'm depressed and lonely. but i know i'm acting like a asshole cause i know other people have it worse then me. that most of the time makes me stop acting like this but tonight it makes me feel worse. the reason i feel like this is that i visited the old neighborhood where i grew up today where i was the "white kid" it wasn't bad or any thing the people taught me so much about life and music if it wasn't for them i wouldn't be the person i am to day. i wouldn't have heard stevie wonder or ray charles which is why i learned how to play the piano or listened to marvin gaye or the supremes. but i go there now and i feel so bad about how things are there. the friends i had there changed so much i don't feel like i'm talking to the same people. i feel like a part of my life left me.
3 songs of the day
matchbox 20- unwell
finger eleven- thin spirits
B 52's- rock lobster (that song makes me laugh)
3 songs of the day
matchbox 20- unwell
finger eleven- thin spirits
B 52's- rock lobster (that song makes me laugh)
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jj_r0x0rz:
*hugs* it sucks when friends from the past change...all mine did..
trementina:
hey, i'm sorry you're not feeling ok...I'm so stressed I feel fine because of all the adrenalin i produce, but I know it's an artificial happinness too....
