wow long fucking night . I have snaped again at work but it really was for the best and I think people opened there eyes a little bit .My boss gave me the day off work today and a free spass to a spa to chill out I guess. Whats bothering me at this job is for this companey to a be middle man for the worlds biggist fast food chain to be so fucked up on hows things are done is a big suprise to me . This companey I work for is so behind in ever thing do chit the old way like in the 50s kinda deal harder and more stress fulll I dont understand . THey are loosing a lot of good workers and a lot of good people that have ideas and really could make something of there selfs with this companey. I think I am going to hold out here untill I get my house and move on to another companey . I really think I need to re adjust my micro sence and think things over a little bit . I have been so Hostile here latley which is not like me at all . I think the problem is I need to get my ass in a band again and make some music really think thats what it is .


Good points of the day I am going to get some sleep I have only had like 4 hours of sleep this week every day .

I am going to get to go to the country and get away from this crap lol .

GO take some pictures of some old chit I have to get rid off and put on ebay for some extra cash which I need sence the loan companey took 2 payments out and istead of 1 this month which was Alright really with me but IT leaves me kinda broke untill friday . ERRRRRRRR

I called them and go it all straighten out there mistake damnit lol


I Really think I been worry a lot to really about my little ladie being apart from her . I think about her all time and so much chit goes threw my head to kinda fucked up . I think I will be at piece when she gets up here .

I want to get out do some stuff this summer instaed of working all the dam time . Any ways thats enuff for now I am going to sleep lol