well lets see.... i havent been on here forever! i got dumped a week ago, the day after 5 years... and right before the holidays. let me tell you it totally sucks. i was definetly depressed the first few days, but im getting over it, i dont think i have any tears to cry anymore.... its kinda numbing. i relize most of the people i thought were my friends really are not, and the ones that still are, are the flaky-ist people ever. it feels so weird feeling so alone. well, other than that, i have been working 6 days a week 13 hours a day. and i will more than likely be on here alot more. hope everyone is doing much better than me! talk to yall later!