Today I was going to work and someone had hit a opossum outside my house. This is the second opossum in less than a year. It really pisses me off because I live in a small neighborhood with lots of cats and children and other things that if you hit with a car would effect most humans more than hitting a opossum. The first opossum... Read More
I was sitting here and I realized I talk about perfect storms a lot, not actual storms, but those incidents in life where a series of crazy ass shit happens to make one giant fucked up situation, or at least one really ridiculous one.
Today one of those situations happened. It wasn't so fucked up as it was just I found the whole mess of... Read More
I am about done with alcohol
it's the last drug that I still "do"
makes me sorta sad i guess
but being clean of all drugs feels so much better.
alcohol just makes folks stupid.
I don't wanna feel stupid.
and that is how i feel
why do all the geeky boys never return the text. I just wanna be their friends.
Today fucking sucked.
It made me feel like an Idiot.
Apparently my arm tattoo will always look like shit for the rest of my life.
I like it just fine but needing it fixed and dealing with tattoo artist.
I miss my old artist and I want him to move back I liked his work and we clicked.
I just can't seem to find that... Read More
They found the body of a friend of mine in a pool today, she was dead. I sorta still feel in shock, I didn't know her that well but damn still sucks. She was cool.
Seems like a lot of people around me have been dying lately. but they are all friends of friends or something like I knew them but i... Read More
I'm having a really hard time with anxiety recently. I don't know what to do about it. What I think triggered it was some hash oil that i smoked at a party. I got really paranoid and basically locked myself in the bathroom for like 20 mins. Also one of my perceived best friends is leaving for Alaska for 3 months and that party was... Read More