twistedkittenfur

My xbox will no longer play MW3.....I am so frustrated that I don't know what to do with myself.
grrrrrrr

I was sitting here and I realized I talk about perfect storms a lot, not actual storms, but those incidents in life where a series of crazy ass shit happens to make one giant fucked up situation, or at least one really ridiculous one.

Today one of those situations happened. It wasn't so fucked up as it was just I found the whole mess of...
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I am about done with alcohol
it's the last drug that I still "do"


makes me sorta sad i guess
but being clean of all drugs feels so much better.


alcohol just makes folks stupid.
I don't wanna feel stupid.
and that is how i feel
why do all the geeky boys never return the text. I just wanna be their friends.


probably because drunk...
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I got played.
again
by the ex



FUCK
again?
really?


I must be stupid.

and it hurts every single time.

Today fucking sucked.
It made me feel like an Idiot.
Apparently my arm tattoo will always look like shit for the rest of my life.
I like it just fine but needing it fixed and dealing with tattoo artist.
I miss my old artist and I want him to move back I liked his work and we clicked.
I just can't seem to find that...
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Everything feels off.


They found the body of a friend of mine in a pool today, she was dead. I sorta still feel in shock, I didn't know her that well but damn still sucks. She was cool.


Seems like a lot of people around me have been dying lately. but they are all friends of friends or something like I knew them but i...
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I'm having a really hard time with anxiety recently. I don't know what to do about it. What I think triggered it was some hash oil that i smoked at a party. I got really paranoid and basically locked myself in the bathroom for like 20 mins. Also one of my perceived best friends is leaving for Alaska for 3 months and that party was...
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I got Brink! anyone wanna play? my gamer tag on xbox live is maryshelly

I work to damn much!!!!! I got another job.....I say this and to be clear I got another job with out replacing any of the other jobs. So that totals 3 jobs. somehow i've found time to do my homework, and I have a 99 in my class. which sorta pisses me off because I wanted a 100. but I realized the other day other...
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I dreamed I bought a crossbow. I was so excited. when I woke up and I didn't own a crossbow I was sorta sad.


I was cleaning out my closet and I found some awesome army surplus stuff. the little bomber hat and goggles are my favorite thing ever that I didn't know i had. Apparently I was Amelia Airheart for some sort of 5th...
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