I realized last night that I haven't meditated in a long time...so I went out to our little back patio and laid on the concrete to look up at the stars...eventually I tranced out and felt the stress and high static energy of the city disappear...I hadn't felt that relaxed in a long time...then an inner voice (part of my higher mind) began to communicate with me...I was old told some old and new revelations about myself and this planet and the people on it...we are animals, we are not anymore significant than anything else, but we are here, we exist, so we are a part of the universe and we will go along on our path as individuals and a collective and as a culture...just like all the other civilasations that have been here...the whole time these thoughts churned in my brain, I was fixated on one particular star...which star it was did not matter, I have no idea...
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