twistedcobra

Sunday morning, brings the dawning...I was up til 4 am last night, blasting El-P on the headphones, thinking about this planet, the inhabitants, the things that control us, the things we do to control ourselves. Thinking about how people lie to themselves for a living. What are you really doing? Are you happy? You told you that you were? I see people that have "DON"T...
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At the begining of June we will get our first heat wave and that's when the hate in the air will start to swell. Every year in June here there are always murders on the News, usually the destructive climax of road rage. People start to act like desperate rabid rats in a hot cage. I hate the Summers here. People start acting extra crazy...
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Just watched the film Porn Star this week, the documentary about Ron "Hedgehog" Jeremy. Very entertaining, it's almost shocking how long he has been in the "business" and what notoriety he has. He even did a rap song with some dj guy, very inspiring. He's what you call a media whore. I think media whores are great; because of their opportunistic tendencies they end up...
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OD'ed on sex last night so bad that I puked. It was like eating a whole cheesecake by yourself (not to mention the 5 cans of King Cobra I drank).
So I'm feeling pretty sick today. It's getting hotter out. I'm trapped here. Trixie keeps talking about getting a cat. I miss having a cat. So Trixie is my kitty.

Been dancing on the dole. Suffocating and probably developing some kind of cancer in this dust pit hell called Sacramento. No fucking jobs anywhere (except the occasional blow job I get.) Orgies with my girlfriend and our roommate. Haven't drank in almost a month. It's making me edgy. Can't get a cat because the landlord won't let us have one. Watching this city turn into...
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Here I am on the eve of the Spring equinox. Waiting for a total rebirth. Tomorrow I shall consume a magickal egg that is symbolic of the soul, complete with it's sun like yolk. And go through an emotional and personal reconstruction to greet the new season.

Today Trixie found an unclaimed black hoodie at her work and brought it home for me. It was nice because I've been wanting a new sweatshirt. Then I remembered that I had this iron on patch that I found on the ground. It says "Fly United" and has 2 cartoon ducks humping eachother in the air. So we ironed it on right over the stupid...
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Trimmed my pubic hair yesterday and then took a nice bath complete with meditation and bloodletting. If only I could get rid of this damn cold. I have larengitus now; I sound like Harvey Feirstein! Which is not that bad.
Laid around all day, sick. Watching TV and going in and out of consciousness.

Ah yes, already for the springtime. Trixie and I went for a long walk today. Stopped by the Chinese market to pick up a few groceries and then petted a few neighborhood cats. One white kitty wouldn't let us leave him and kept running in front of us and then rolling over on his back right in my way. "No, I'm not done petted yet!"

Now, I am on my 3rd day of my fast, where I have started eating very light foods. Been meditating everyday and detoxing my body. Also getting rid of many of my posessions bacause of the move coming up. Detoxing is fun.

Started my fast today, been doing all kinds of detoxing processes. I actually feel ok, just a little dizzy.
Trixie and I went for a walk tonight but none of the cats would come up to me.
I think I will try not to eat any solid foods for about 3 days, only ingesting water, tea, juices and some miso.

Well, it's been a very busy day...did an abstract painting and finished a collage book of nightmare sexual alchemy dedicated to miss Wendy Van Dusen.
Tonight Trixie put on her kitty cat outfit and we played naughty. Also wrote an article for my friend's zine in Denmark and still had time to go grocery shopping.
Right now it is very late and I am sipping...
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