twistedcobra

Slow, steady, cold alienation...watching the mania in people's faces as Xmas approaches...today is the busiest shopping day of the year...how sickening. A made up holiday to help stores get rid of their inventory before the fiscal year is up. More excessiveness, more waste, more made up needs, more greed. Big ass SUVs for a fucking big ass bullshit EGO. They've dug a hole that no...
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Trixie and I were in Portland last week...saw the Sinferno show at Dante's which blew us away...nothing like that ever happens in our town. Portland is so beautiful and I haven't been there for years.
Almost forgot daylight savings time. Great party last night, this fellow that works for Disney put it on, he has a haunted house mini train ride in his backyard...lovely!

I am living in hell...It was almost 90 today and will probably be hot all through October like usual...I saw a guy and girl today who were together, they were tweeking and both had pacifiers in their mouths. The boy had an eye-patch and they both were wearing bandanas. It's good to know that the younger tweekers are taking precautions for themselves, their teeth won't...
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WE WILL ALL SUFFER AND THE WORLD WILL DIE...YOU CANNOT FEEL REGRET WHEN YOU ARE DEAD. ALL THE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE ON THIS PLANET WILL BE FORGOTTEN AND WILL NOT EXIST ANYMORE. OUR EXISTENCE WILL BE SUCKED UP INTO A BLACK VOID OF NOTHINGNESS. NATURE IS COMPLETELY INDIFFERENT TO OUR BELIEFS, OUR PASSIONS, OUR CONCERNS AND OUR LIVES. THE WORLD WILL GO ON WITHOUT...
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Trixie brought home this old stuffed green cat the other day from when she was a kid...I always liked cats that are of odd color, so I danced with it yesterday while we listened to Nina Hagen...I named the cat Nukey.
I've also been using this new tarot deck Trixie got, but it's all faeries, I know that sounds kind of silly, but it's actually...
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Well, they just closed down another venue in downtown Sacramento that booked indie bands...another one down. They only have a few more to go before there will be no where for any bands to play here...unless your band happens to play zydeco-funk-rock. Sacramento tries its hardest to get rid of anything interesting or cultural. Slowly, one by one, they target places of interest and find...
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I realized last night that I haven't meditated in a long time...so I went out to our little back patio and laid on the concrete to look up at the stars...eventually I tranced out and felt the stress and high static energy of the city disappear...I hadn't felt that relaxed in a long time...then an inner voice (part of my higher mind) began to communicate...
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We are having what they call an Indian Summer, that means that summer is hanging on as long as it can and trying to make it as hot as possible for the beginning of Autumn...people in my town seem to go psychotic when it is very hot, lots of people screaming when they walk down the street and lots of drunken fights...Last night, Trixie and...
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Here are some dream images I have had recently...an alien forest with a glowing white horse...a green cat with yellow eyes running across a backyard...walking along the cemetery fence at night, I could see a person with a flashlight walking along the graves (very spooky)...part of the cemetery had a forest that had a house hidden deep in it, lots of ivy around and on...
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Had the most bizarre dreams last night...I think my subconscious is trying to tell me something...have you ever had a nightmare where you found yourself back in high school and you are always just a few credits short of graduating? I do about every 6 months and I think to myself in the dream "I'm almost 30 and I'm still in high school! What the...
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Been working on a lot of music recently...Trixie added vocals to some tracks we had laid down, then we burned them on CDR...does anyone know of any women doing vocals in noise/power electronics music?
Maybe in Germany...
Just to let everyone know, the new CRAMPS album is fucking sick! Drink Pabst! Pet bunnies!....whatever...

I don't care what anyone says, this is a time for angst and discontentment. Life is about survival and sharing. The more people that come into this world, the more and more soulless the world seems to be. Life is cheap and apathy is free.