For most of you out there this doesn't imply however i need to fucking vent because i'm tired of this shit.
drinking and sitting here makes me post what i think. I'm tired of people saying hey lets do this or that and then never hearing from them again. IF YOU AREN"T GOING TO HANG OUT Don"T SAY SHIT its not hard to just not lie to me. Where have my true friends gone? I mean is there anyone left anyomore out there that are my friends. I can't think of one person that hasn't bailed on me or just walked or lied to me. Just its anoying and then people hold me up to this high standard of that i should allways show up when asked to show or i say i want to hang out. And its cuz i'm not an ass that says lets hang out and then doesn't. I keep to my word and tired of it teh rest of you out there don't. I go through the hardest times of my life alone because none out there give a shit or hold out there hand to me. I have helped so many let many vent cry and much more when they are down and when i'm laying here wishing for it all to end feeling i've never been soo low than this in my life. wheni feel lost scared and just down right in the dumps you know who is here to help me or listen to me. NO ONE. where have all the good people gone? Where have all the friends run off to? They aren't anywhere to be found teh world is fucked and i'm tired of helping others when i feel like shit. i'm tired of beeing the guy that is there for others even if he is down himself. So you all can fuck off i'm not helping anyone anymore or beeint there for anyone because beeing nice or helping others doesn't do jack shit but leave me here alone.
drinking and sitting here makes me post what i think. I'm tired of people saying hey lets do this or that and then never hearing from them again. IF YOU AREN"T GOING TO HANG OUT Don"T SAY SHIT its not hard to just not lie to me. Where have my true friends gone? I mean is there anyone left anyomore out there that are my friends. I can't think of one person that hasn't bailed on me or just walked or lied to me. Just its anoying and then people hold me up to this high standard of that i should allways show up when asked to show or i say i want to hang out. And its cuz i'm not an ass that says lets hang out and then doesn't. I keep to my word and tired of it teh rest of you out there don't. I go through the hardest times of my life alone because none out there give a shit or hold out there hand to me. I have helped so many let many vent cry and much more when they are down and when i'm laying here wishing for it all to end feeling i've never been soo low than this in my life. wheni feel lost scared and just down right in the dumps you know who is here to help me or listen to me. NO ONE. where have all the good people gone? Where have all the friends run off to? They aren't anywhere to be found teh world is fucked and i'm tired of helping others when i feel like shit. i'm tired of beeing the guy that is there for others even if he is down himself. So you all can fuck off i'm not helping anyone anymore or beeint there for anyone because beeing nice or helping others doesn't do jack shit but leave me here alone.