twistdisues

*sigh* i work so hard and watch so many people stand in their isle with their thumbs up their asses... then when they go home i go and finish their work and work their overstock.... why do i work so hard agian? oh yeah, its self gratification... i like to see my good work.
fuckin ass holes! excuse me but i am stressed...
im working alot of hours... and rent may be cheap.. but one of our roomie ran into some serious $ problems.. and he may lose his house and that meens his cousin (who is renting from him) and his cousins fiance and 3 young children would have no home dureing winter of all months... so of course being as nice as i am.. im trying to help him and them catch up on their bills..
of course im keeping track of this money and making sure i get it back.. i may be genorous but im no fool and i will not be taken for one...
o... im working hard for nothing in my eyes... i dont see an extra cent (not yet at least) and i dont get to buy people x-mas presents...
yes christmas is over rated.. but i enjoy buying gifts for people...
grrrrrr!