twilightmaiden

My cousin's house got totaled from Katrina. She happened to be in Florida at the time, but her kids were home. They managed to get to a family friend's house about 2 hours away. Mike her husband, we didnt hear from him till this morning. He's in the military and when it started to get close, he got called to base to help move planes and shit. They lived in Biloxi, if you saw the Hard Rock Casino on TV (its totaled) they lived 5 - 10 mins from it. It must be such a weird feeling, knowing you have no home to return to. I dont know what they are going to do yet.

My job is hiring for a merchandise manager. Which is basically what I'm already doing there. Claudia and I are doing all the work that a MM is supposed to do. So why dont I just open my mouth and tell John I'd like the position? Probably because I'm not actually happy at my job. But it's more hours and more money. Maybe tomorrow I'll get the nerve up to ask.

I've been in a really shitty mood lately. I keep arguing with Kyle. It's not really his fault. Well I guess in a way its both of our faults. It's just ever since Aaron and Samantha moved in (they are out on the 10th thank god), Kyle's been acting differently towards me. He's been treating me like I'm his freaking maid and we keep fighting because *gasps* guess what? I'm NOT his maid. I told him if all he wanted was a maid then he should of fucking hired one and not married me. He promptly shut up and fell asleep, which pissed me off even more because I wasnt done talking to him. I just dont know how to explain things to him, to make him understand how I'm feeling. I have a habit of just starting to cry because I dont know how to deal with things. That doesnt get much of anything resolved.