I let the oppertunity slip me by again . . . I'm probobly the most terminal of fuck ups since the fact seems to be that I can't even sieze something that will make me happy. I guess I'm most comfortable in not being happy, since that feeling is so foreign to me. I'm not sad . . . I just kind of don't feel anything. No joy or sorrow. Just feeling for the sake of feeling. Nothing seems to excite me anymore, this world is so drab, I wish I could avoid it.
. . . Or at least watch it burn.
. . . Or at least watch it burn.
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pureblu326:
me...well I've been crazy busy trying to finsh up school fun times yea...and you?
katemonster:
"Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't wanna talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy, but at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting, and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take, 'I don't know,' as an answer. You feel the way you do just because, you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait."