twelvis

okay so the girl has me all googly-eyed. me and her and her befri and her befri's swedish boyfriend hung out and i broke my sobriety to have one of the most fun nights ever

today my sister tells me her boyfriend is in the hospital cos he had horrible stomach pains, the poor guy. turns out he had a kidney stone. he's only the best dude ever and bestdudes shouldn't get sick or hurt.

i'm gonna go bake amber some caramel chocolate saltines.

tonite was, well, uh, not so hot. i was in a total cranky mood all day for some reason. i can usually hide crankiness well, i think. but my ex and i went to some birthday party at a halfway-decent jersey bar in edison. and the people there were nice but i was too tired to care about what people thought, even tho everyone kept...
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very self-absorbed journal entry:
when i swiftly went to the world of full-time employment from being unemployed, the way my brain works totally changed. now my brain is real noisy. things keep running through my mind real fast and loud. hm. can't describe it. and the stuff that runs through it is a bunch of chaotic garbage: shitty songs that are stuck in there; bad...
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twelvis has a girlfriend. i mean i think i do. you never know with these things

dream i was in some bar and i was being hit on by my gay cousin and his homofriends. i won some contest and the prize was a duffelbag full of little toys and a silver spoon. i was barefoot and left and went to a fiberglass factory and took the grand tour. then i snuck into a field trip from a school for retarded...
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HELLO!

so work isn't so bad anymore, really. haha get this; this punk rock kid was my checkout guy at the supermarket. he asked if i was in an emo band and i said no. i told him my occupation was getting hit by cars and sueing the drivers. that prompted him to ask if i wanted to start a band with him. i said...
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each day on my new job exceeds my expectations. each day i think it can't get more dull. i'm proved wrong the next day. today i spent like an hour going through a database and writing "an increase" where some idiot had written "a increase." things like that. i also had a job interview in nyc this morning. i guess it wasn't so great because...
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you know, there are just some days where I just don't want a sock monkey growing in my chesthair.

WON'T SOMEBODY PLEASE THINK OF THE CHILDREN??!?!??!!!!?

it's 3pm on saturday and i'm watching Zapped! the movie starring Scott Baio with magical powers. what a piece of shit.

last nite i went on the go-karts with amber. there was a group of retarded kids there. i saw one in the bathroom and he was very nice to me: "hello! how are you!" he said. sometimes i wish i was retarded. they seem...
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i was hungry soooooooooooo i ate 2 donuts. TWO. one, two donuts!
it's all good tho cos i've been working my ass off all week FlyFunkeeFresh-style!

some random thoughts:
--pictures look best when tainted blue
--i'm having anxiety about my job situation but it's not exciting and worth repeating here
--my parents want me to have very low expectations
--i like cigarettes too much. to...
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