And now for another installment of random thoughts (part duex):
~ On second thought, it's not really that I can't form strong emotional attachments to people in my life, I just have trouble expressing them and they never get to the point of reaching extreme emotions. The reason I can form those extreme emotions to people that I don't know is I can't really be vulnerable to them. They can't hurt me. I can romanticize who they are in my own head.
~ Quote of the day: "I'd never join a club that would allow a person like me to become a member" - GROUCHO MARX
~ Song of the Day: Ummm....I listened to "I Can't Make You Love Me" about 5 times again today. Simplistic perfection.
~ I luv da Wu Tang. I miss early-mid 90's mainstream hip hop.
~ Now for my bizarre SG dream. I saw Fractal walk passed me at an unrecognizable location. I believe it was outdoors though. I was staring at her....as I assume most would do as she walked passed. She turned and saw me and walked up to me. I felt anxious because the look on her face said I was creeping her out. When she came up to me she said, "Why don't you take a picture?". Though, not that cliche "Why don't you take a picture, it would last longer?". She really wanted me to take her picture. I was excited that she asked, but frustrated that I didn't have a camera. I told her I didn't and she asked me to draw her instead. I told her I didn't know how to draw, so I started drawing her as a stick figure. Out of nowhere (as tends to happen in dreams....people and things appear out of nowhere) London was there. They started posing together and I drew both of them as stick figures. And then....again.....out of nowhere, we were standing on an ice skating rink. London and Fractal started figure skating. But I mean....they were really fucking good.....like Olympic gold medal winning good. They were doing triple axls and shit.....all in tandem. And then my alarm went off and I woke up. Wonder what it all means. Perhaps I've been spending way too much time on this site the last few days. Yup....I'd say thats it. Oh, and I think I may have a hidden fetish for figure skaters. Scott Hamilton is dreamy.
~ I never got around to watching Fight Club and Cuckoos Nest....maybe another night. I did watch Kill Bill Vol. 2.....fucking brilliant. I don't know if it was as good as the first part....but still fucking brilliant.
~ The worst movie I've seen recently: Godsend
~ There's still a rumbly in my tumbly....but this time it's indigestion.
~ On second thought, it's not really that I can't form strong emotional attachments to people in my life, I just have trouble expressing them and they never get to the point of reaching extreme emotions. The reason I can form those extreme emotions to people that I don't know is I can't really be vulnerable to them. They can't hurt me. I can romanticize who they are in my own head.
~ Quote of the day: "I'd never join a club that would allow a person like me to become a member" - GROUCHO MARX
~ Song of the Day: Ummm....I listened to "I Can't Make You Love Me" about 5 times again today. Simplistic perfection.
~ I luv da Wu Tang. I miss early-mid 90's mainstream hip hop.
~ Now for my bizarre SG dream. I saw Fractal walk passed me at an unrecognizable location. I believe it was outdoors though. I was staring at her....as I assume most would do as she walked passed. She turned and saw me and walked up to me. I felt anxious because the look on her face said I was creeping her out. When she came up to me she said, "Why don't you take a picture?". Though, not that cliche "Why don't you take a picture, it would last longer?". She really wanted me to take her picture. I was excited that she asked, but frustrated that I didn't have a camera. I told her I didn't and she asked me to draw her instead. I told her I didn't know how to draw, so I started drawing her as a stick figure. Out of nowhere (as tends to happen in dreams....people and things appear out of nowhere) London was there. They started posing together and I drew both of them as stick figures. And then....again.....out of nowhere, we were standing on an ice skating rink. London and Fractal started figure skating. But I mean....they were really fucking good.....like Olympic gold medal winning good. They were doing triple axls and shit.....all in tandem. And then my alarm went off and I woke up. Wonder what it all means. Perhaps I've been spending way too much time on this site the last few days. Yup....I'd say thats it. Oh, and I think I may have a hidden fetish for figure skaters. Scott Hamilton is dreamy.
~ I never got around to watching Fight Club and Cuckoos Nest....maybe another night. I did watch Kill Bill Vol. 2.....fucking brilliant. I don't know if it was as good as the first part....but still fucking brilliant.
~ The worst movie I've seen recently: Godsend
~ There's still a rumbly in my tumbly....but this time it's indigestion.
but you were still wrong and I was still right so there.
and i didnt mean- I was a rainbow, i just thought about the whole concept and it made sense.
and actually it's across the globe...
The reason I can form those extreme emotions to people that I don't know is I can't really be vulnerable to them. They can't hurt me. I can romanticize who they are in my own head.
That's true. I never thought of that before.