turtlepower

i smell...a revolution...and the cheap perfume i wear because it was free. and i like it. my boss situation at work hasnt gotten any better. i thought she was through acting like an asshole, turns out it was just a brief moment in time she decided not to be one. a fluke i think they call it? yeah. things ive learned though: you get more out of life, people , yourself, if you work hard. if you get everything handed to you on a silver fucking platter, you tend not to give a shit about it. i have awesome co-workers though, and we are all on the same page about this, and we're all smarter than her, so thats the good news in this. jesus fucking christ. ive never wanted to anihilate someone's face like i do hers. violence usually aint teh answer son, but if i could have one free-bee in LIFE, this would be it. and yeah, i know i could quit, ive thought about it, i feel like a hipocrite for working for such a waste of life, but then id be jobless,not working with the folks i work with, angry...its just better to stick it out till my trip to nyc is done and we've opened our own place. we have a "work xmas party" this weekend. its at some dude-bro club that all my boss's d-bag friends frequent, and all her friends are invited to this WORK party, btw. they all make my skin crawl. they still think its cute to be fucked up every weekend on meth and pills at 35.

if i listen to the bronx really loud in my headphones before i get the work, it makes me feel a bit more calm. ill be deaf soon at this point.