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I'm taking a lil break from performing.
I just need to.
Eveyone is getting on my nerves and I'm not having fun. That's not how it's supposed to be.
I should return around mid-june.

I will be going to Cleveland to shoot my SG set with Bob of North Coast Photo.
He specializes in nude photography and has always wanted to do an SG set....
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vivid:
and bah. Im no-one. Im no-girl. ^.~*

where do you work sweetums?
tawanise:
hope it goes well in ohio, enjoy and have fun
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aj_paradiselost:
Well, hello there Wendi. I am Antoine Jon, but my friends call me Aj. Its is a pleasure to finally be a bit more formal as long as weve been conversing. Hasn't really been that long has it? Are you going to have your new ink colored in? If so what else do you plan to have done with it? A wild child like yourself are probably friends with about a thousand tattoo artists, oh wait, you are a body piercer so I'm sure you probably do. So what do you do with yourself when you aren't out performing? I may seem to ask alot of questions but it is more interesting to know about strangers than it is the boring fuckers you know from day to day.........Anyway babe, I'll talk to you L8er..........Aj
vivid:
like it love it adore it!! you look great hon .. and that clam is hullarious.

I need to get poked soon. wanna stab me? ^.~*
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Boy I change alot!!!

I reciently got a clam tattooed on my lower abs

My hair is finally black and red and I got it cut

I also repierced my ashley

I'm down to about 140 and my body is looking better, but not as up to par as I prefer

I guess I need to take some pics tonight
aj_paradiselost:
More pics? Fucking cool, I eagerly await. I dig how often you change, it's sexy too, christ if I dated more chicks who changed more often then it would feel like I was dating more chicks without dating more chicks. I don't understand the clam on the lower abs thing though babe, it kinda sounds scary to the point that I don't want to guess the meaning.
140 pounds? That is fucking awesome, congratulations babeeeeeeeeeee. What do you mean your body is looking better, better than what? You chicks are so vain babe. If you ask me you are already a hottie but, well, I guess we have to do what makes us happy you know. Take care doll, can't wait to see the new look..........L8er..........Aj
aj_paradiselost:
Clam, yeah, that is a slang term for it isn't it? Duhhhh, well I feel like a fucking moron, well L8er doll............Aj
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ok it's about that time:

let the bidding begin to shoot my second set......
I have a very good idea
tawanise:
A new set, sweet I can't wait to see it.
cmaxwell:
what's the idea?
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aj_paradiselost:
Hey hot little rockstar, what did you do this weekend?..........L8er............Aj
rosesarered:
lovely!
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I have a lot of photos that I'm waiting on:
-1 from lithium picnic
-buffalo bill/kidnapping set
-hot dogs in the park set
-nudes with synth doll

I can't wait to get them back. I've seen one of the nude shots which is still in the photoshop process and man is it hot.

May is creeping up......
that means I can send in another set...
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aj_paradiselost:
Man I love the pink wig, no shit babe. I get so depressed when you don't have pics up. Okay, not depressed, maybe disappointed. Anyway babe, catchya L8er...............I AM the Ember Chaos fan club...........lol, have a goodnight doll, sweet dreams..........L8er.........AJ
aj_paradiselost:
Hey babe, Hope I'm not being a pushy fucker but you have some of the coolest ink and body mods I've seen in a long fucking while. I just dig on the pics. If you lived in a place as conservative as I do you love to see an explosion of supreme creativity you know? Anyway have you always been into performing or what? I'd love to hear how you got into it. I've performed live with various bands numerous times but the nervousness that I feel has never gone away. Anway, take care doll, hope to hear from ya soon. Your show should come to Philly. I think you guys would do well, especially if you do club shampoo on a Wednesday. Its the largest Goth night in Philly, though there are others. Anyway, talk to you L8er babe...........Aj
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oi my abs are killing me....
I did my ab routine and yoga yesterday.
I'm really bummed, I weighed again yesterday, still 145.
I've been that weight for a month now.
Grrrrr I need to get rid of this last 20 pounds.

I'm going to apply as a shotgirl at BT's. It's a nice strip club. I went there once for my old friend Robin's...
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aj_paradiselost:
LOL, babe you are a fucking gorgeous 145. I"m just sitting here drinking beer, cool, that rhymed. Yeah, I'd love to catch one of your shows. If I can just get myself off of this responsibility kick and do shit that I wanna do before I die. I think the coolest thing I was a part of was an SNM thing that one of my friends was into. She did a live show and I was her puppet. She is a dominatrix from here in PHilly, or was, I dont know. Needless to say I no longer view eletricity as just a power source, no fucking way babeeeeeeeeeeee.
Anyway, as I've said before keep the pics coming, oh and by the way, most chicks who may be smaller than you are fucking definately NOT hotter than you are..........Don't let the compliment go to your head. People get out of control when complimented too much. L8er doll............Aj
aj_paradiselost:
Don't get discouraged babe. Discourage me ultimately leads to failure. Yeah it would be cool to go up there and check out the wild fucking shows that you are into. I dig moving around and checking out new things anyway. I wish my beer was a bit colder right now, but fuck it, I suppose warm does just as well as cold. besides, coming out there for one of your shows could be cool, I could deal with ruling a new town..........L8er.............Aj
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mattbavougian:
thanx
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aj_paradiselost:
Fucking wow. I'm so not used to ever hearing from you babe that I was close to begining to just vent thinking that maybe, just maybe someone out there would be hearing my inner works of insanity. Yeah, I so fucking dig that you put pics up. Actually I got use to never hearing from you cause it sounds like you live like I fucking rock star. Thats cool, I can apprecaite that. Anyway babe, talk to you soon. How come there is so much shit to do where you are? I swear it isn't fair, well, it could just be that I'm bored as balls with the shit here. I'm just gonna do the usual this weekend, drive into Philly and barhop. ...................L8er doll, keep the pics coming, I fucking love them, send them to my email too if you wish and write what is going on in them. That would be fucking awesome............L8er babe.............Aj
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funkabella:
P.S. come do MY makeup lol biggrin
bleeder:
Will do. smile
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turbotoez:
Sorry but our shoots & practices are private
laika:
Nothing cool like that ever happens here... at least that i know of.
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aj_paradiselost:
Yer such a rockstar doll.......L8er...........Aj
kira:
you should come to wild cherries this friday night and hang out with me. there's more info in the detroit group about it... kiss kiss kiss