tura_satana

Some nice (anonymous) person reactivated my account for 3 months. I don't know why, I was never good at keeping up with it, but my thanks to them never-the-less.

Now lets see about updating this thing.. its been a few years since I've been here.

Ahh.. there's no point in trying to keep this thing up-to-date. *sigh*

Woah.. wow.. I've been dead for a long time. The sun hurts..

Lets see if I can stay above ground long enough this time to make this site worth paying for.

I see there's still no option to make posts totally private from everyone. Why must we always have to put on a show? : /

Updating finally.. I changed my name as well. Shouldn't be a problem since no one knows me. ; )

I'm down to two "friends" now cuz I'm so inactive. I think I'll live.

Also.. it appears one of my favorite suicide girls left or something. Seda I believe her name was. Thats disappointing.. but its not like there's a shortage of possible replacements, there's so...
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I'm so poopy right now..

I left.. I left my friends hanging. I guess they're my friends.. But anyway I couldn't function. Didn't want to talk. Couldn't stick around.

I hate this fucking journal because I feel like I can't post anything without being like "everyone look at me" like some little attention whore.. which I'm not. Its like.. I mean.. its good for people...
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Dimebag is dead.

Hmm.. so long to a truely original and great metal guitarist.

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So.. my friend decided to exercise his "out" option at the last possible second. Thats right. He's not joining the Army now. YaY!

I had been thinking about all the wasted time we could have spent. Well now we have a second chance to be friends in a way.

I'm so incredibly glad. : )

Four months until nothing. Four months since I've been here. : P

Thanks for the welcome. I didn't expect anyone to say anything actually.

Its not bad enough that one of my best friends is going to Iraq this winter, but like one of the only local friends I have left just joined the fucking army! I could kill him! He calls and says.. "I...
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4 months..

ihadtomakeherglo: nothing.. i'm just aggrivated

ihadtomakeherglo: I wanna just swear off people forever

crowsblacktear: ok

ihadtomakeherglo: but I get lonely

crowsblacktear: yeah

ihadtomakeherglo: so then I reach out.. and everyone seems cool enough.. but then they leave you hangin or screw you over

ihadtomakeherglo: Its a fucking circle

crowsblacktear: PEOPLE FUCKING SUCK

crowsblacktear: they always will

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Ain't THAT the goddamn mutherfuckin' TRUTH

Does anyone REALLY talk (or listen) to each other? Or is it all just one small-talk session after another?

Well I hate small-talk.. Small-talk stinks!

I don't talk just to hear myself so why would I ever wanna make small-talk? And if all we make is small-talk? Why do we bother talking?

Fuck all.

*How can hell be any worse when life alone is such...
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