So i've had a fucking migrain for about 3 hours now. 4 aspirin later and it still kills my head, when it occurs to me that maybe it's a pressure point. So, I take off the sports bra I've been wearing all day, free the twins and voila! No more headache!!!!!!! Man I'll tell ya they're heavy fuckers, you try carrying 16 lbs of tits around on ur chest and youl'' get migrains too!!!
As for what the hell has been happening in my life.....
My roomie's BF FINALLY broke up with her and she went the depressed CRAZY PSYCHO BITCH route and the other 2 roomies and I have been on suicidewatch for 3 days. I know ur all jealous.
On a more positive(?) note, The Pirate that I've lusting after? His name is Pony Boy, or in real life, Ray. He's old. Real old. Well, lets say 3 years over my 10 year limit. But I dont really have a problem with it, he could pass for 29. We met up again at club. Bondage-a-Go-Go in the city. Hmmm.. the man can dance, and kiss, and woo a girl. We did it all. Then we home together. We fucked all night and then stayed up even longer and talked. (HUH!?!?! Weird, I know) Then when I fianlly drifted off to sleep I snuggled up into him and he held me like we'd been lovers for years.................
Now I admit, it was nice. Of course I was late for work and since the name "Pony" (As in hung as one) is very accurate, was very sore. But the overall effect was nice.
Saturday night he invites me over for some snuggle and a movie as he is under the weather. Four times later we fall asleep cuddled up like kittens who hard just been rough housing. Sunday was nice we went horseback riding and the whole day he was sweet, holding my hand, kissing my forehead, cheek nose, catching me when I was alone and kissing me passionatly and in front of all of my friends! Again I'll admit, I was a little wierded out, I'd only known him for like maybe 2 whole days and already he acts like we've TOGETHER!!! Call me flightly, nervous, gaurded whatever. Thats what I thought I was doing, pushing him away b/c I'd been hurt yadda yadda yadda. So I gave in I held his hand and kissed him and introduced him to everyone at the barn. And when he invited me back to his place for a "nap" I said okay.
Now here's where it gets interesting....... He asks is we can go develope some film I say sure lets go, long story short there's sexual stuff on it. When he gets the pics I politely ask if they came out, I guess in his world it means that I want to see. He tosses them to me and curiousity gets the better of me. It's definetly some chick giving him a blow job, and her bent over in little red undies with his cock resting on her crack............................................................................
Shes not cute/pretty/or beautiful AND she has the worst cottage cheese thighs I HAVE EVER SEEN!!!!EWWWWWW
So how do I react? What do I do? I dont care that he does it, and I'm not delusional to think that I'm the only one but I REALLY dont need to see pictures. Frankly I'm not weirded out by fact that he coud be alluding to a threesome, but it's like seeing a stanger slobbering all over your favortie coffe cup, you savvy?
What would ya'll do? Bleh
As for what the hell has been happening in my life.....
My roomie's BF FINALLY broke up with her and she went the depressed CRAZY PSYCHO BITCH route and the other 2 roomies and I have been on suicidewatch for 3 days. I know ur all jealous.
On a more positive(?) note, The Pirate that I've lusting after? His name is Pony Boy, or in real life, Ray. He's old. Real old. Well, lets say 3 years over my 10 year limit. But I dont really have a problem with it, he could pass for 29. We met up again at club. Bondage-a-Go-Go in the city. Hmmm.. the man can dance, and kiss, and woo a girl. We did it all. Then we home together. We fucked all night and then stayed up even longer and talked. (HUH!?!?! Weird, I know) Then when I fianlly drifted off to sleep I snuggled up into him and he held me like we'd been lovers for years.................
Now I admit, it was nice. Of course I was late for work and since the name "Pony" (As in hung as one) is very accurate, was very sore. But the overall effect was nice.
Saturday night he invites me over for some snuggle and a movie as he is under the weather. Four times later we fall asleep cuddled up like kittens who hard just been rough housing. Sunday was nice we went horseback riding and the whole day he was sweet, holding my hand, kissing my forehead, cheek nose, catching me when I was alone and kissing me passionatly and in front of all of my friends! Again I'll admit, I was a little wierded out, I'd only known him for like maybe 2 whole days and already he acts like we've TOGETHER!!! Call me flightly, nervous, gaurded whatever. Thats what I thought I was doing, pushing him away b/c I'd been hurt yadda yadda yadda. So I gave in I held his hand and kissed him and introduced him to everyone at the barn. And when he invited me back to his place for a "nap" I said okay.
Now here's where it gets interesting....... He asks is we can go develope some film I say sure lets go, long story short there's sexual stuff on it. When he gets the pics I politely ask if they came out, I guess in his world it means that I want to see. He tosses them to me and curiousity gets the better of me. It's definetly some chick giving him a blow job, and her bent over in little red undies with his cock resting on her crack............................................................................
Shes not cute/pretty/or beautiful AND she has the worst cottage cheese thighs I HAVE EVER SEEN!!!!EWWWWWW
So how do I react? What do I do? I dont care that he does it, and I'm not delusional to think that I'm the only one but I REALLY dont need to see pictures. Frankly I'm not weirded out by fact that he coud be alluding to a threesome, but it's like seeing a stanger slobbering all over your favortie coffe cup, you savvy?
What would ya'll do? Bleh
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my flatmate is on a night shift so i'm still alive for now