So I went out last night. Having drunk a whole bottle of cava cut with JD's winter spice. It's great - try it!
Anyway, I went out in this crazy little place where I'm currently Snowboarding. It's called Neustiftt near the Stubai Glacier, Austria. I went to a club. Everyone there was young. Young and beautiful. I mean like, I'm 33 and it felt like the village of the fucking damned. To my credit, I engaged in conversation for about 2 hours, a very mature 21 year old. Initially because she reminded me of a friend but turns out she was lovely and beautiful. (as is my friend).
Now I'm married so nothing untoward happened but I am slightly worried that I'm mildly addicted to attractive girls. And I think SG is my crack cocaine. Only it's on tap and that probably aint healthy.
Is the purpose of SG sets to imagine yourself with the subject? Because I do.
Are SG sets perpetuating a fantasy of my declining (but aparantly not yet diminished) ability to attract girls that are possibly too young for me?
Am I mental and obsessed? I always suspected myself to be that kind of character.
Would anyone else like to declare their mental sexual obsesiveness while we have this trust circle?
Anyway, I went out in this crazy little place where I'm currently Snowboarding. It's called Neustiftt near the Stubai Glacier, Austria. I went to a club. Everyone there was young. Young and beautiful. I mean like, I'm 33 and it felt like the village of the fucking damned. To my credit, I engaged in conversation for about 2 hours, a very mature 21 year old. Initially because she reminded me of a friend but turns out she was lovely and beautiful. (as is my friend).
Now I'm married so nothing untoward happened but I am slightly worried that I'm mildly addicted to attractive girls. And I think SG is my crack cocaine. Only it's on tap and that probably aint healthy.
Is the purpose of SG sets to imagine yourself with the subject? Because I do.
Are SG sets perpetuating a fantasy of my declining (but aparantly not yet diminished) ability to attract girls that are possibly too young for me?
Am I mental and obsessed? I always suspected myself to be that kind of character.
Would anyone else like to declare their mental sexual obsesiveness while we have this trust circle?
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pajami:
I drink, just not excessively. I will have two or three drinks and then I'm done.
pajami:
We all have our demons. However, I have a son to take care of so getting drunk really isn't an option, not to mention usually getting drunk involves puking for me. I don't really get that happy medium of being full on drunk without getting ill that a lot of people get.