Today I'm sad.
Each day begins to get worse than the last again. Memories of your warm breath hitting the cold. An airborne comfort. Let it flow across my neck as you lay your head deep. Let the footsteps up the stairs creep all night. Simply oblivious to anything else existing but us.
Never to forget the floor like ice on my 2 layers of socks. Only you could keep my feet warm. Sip our tea and snuggle into the shower together. Buring my head into your arms holding you tight. With you I could sleep forever.
Watching you talk to me now, not listening. Such a sweet blissful moment you bear me in. For you will be gone once again and won't come back. Every line you speak, I can only respond properly, to have you say just one more. Please give me one more line. You don't know what love and beauty you hold so carelessly in your hands.
I have to become hopeful to forget all the things you left me with. You shatter my heart and steal a few pieces, left the rest scattered on the floor. I knew it when I looked in your eyes. You wouldn't even miss it. Cast me out into the endlessness of doubt. I'm just another lost soul now. In the middle of the night waking to a puddle of tear you would so happily swim laps in.
The pills just weren't enough. Nothing is ever enough now. Always to remember you lying while you confessed all that you did to me. It's time to take out your pocket book. Take a look in the mirror, can you see that things have changed. You can't escape what you've become only call for help from someone who will listen. A hopeless fool in love will come to you once again to love you. I promise I won't leave this time either. You will always have me to suffocate in your sweet arms.
[Nobody cares when I write shit like this!]
Each day begins to get worse than the last again. Memories of your warm breath hitting the cold. An airborne comfort. Let it flow across my neck as you lay your head deep. Let the footsteps up the stairs creep all night. Simply oblivious to anything else existing but us.
Never to forget the floor like ice on my 2 layers of socks. Only you could keep my feet warm. Sip our tea and snuggle into the shower together. Buring my head into your arms holding you tight. With you I could sleep forever.
Watching you talk to me now, not listening. Such a sweet blissful moment you bear me in. For you will be gone once again and won't come back. Every line you speak, I can only respond properly, to have you say just one more. Please give me one more line. You don't know what love and beauty you hold so carelessly in your hands.
I have to become hopeful to forget all the things you left me with. You shatter my heart and steal a few pieces, left the rest scattered on the floor. I knew it when I looked in your eyes. You wouldn't even miss it. Cast me out into the endlessness of doubt. I'm just another lost soul now. In the middle of the night waking to a puddle of tear you would so happily swim laps in.
The pills just weren't enough. Nothing is ever enough now. Always to remember you lying while you confessed all that you did to me. It's time to take out your pocket book. Take a look in the mirror, can you see that things have changed. You can't escape what you've become only call for help from someone who will listen. A hopeless fool in love will come to you once again to love you. I promise I won't leave this time either. You will always have me to suffocate in your sweet arms.
[Nobody cares when I write shit like this!]
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biga:
you just need love
1aura1:
It's good actually! I care!