When Nikita doesn't want go out, that's the face she puts.
& that's probably mine today as well...
What used to be "walking on clouds" house for some days is back to "broken passion" nest.
My new beloved had to go, my ex-wife is back with my son.
He still doesn't know because our stategy is to tell him after long enough so we can tell him: "see how we have a better relationship since some months? well it's the moment we decided to stay friends only, and for you it's better" We think it would be less traumatic.
But anyway I feel like shit to hyde it to him, specially when he mention anything about future projects togheter or whatsoever, or when he heard about Miami and said, "but, I'll almost don't see you then, and what about mama?"
I have like an hangover of to much love. The last night she was here we made love in such a sensual way I didn't knew it was possible. Five hours making love, the last hour and half inside her without coming (me, she did 3). Insane.
So today I just don't feel happy, I talked to her over the phone and we're missing each other, plus I have to hide to talk. She's supposed to be a very good friend of my ex as well.
But I don't feel guilty at all, I ain't breaking no rule, am I?
Projects:
-photography: the base picts are done, time to process: ( preparing some picts for my portfolio, on monday I'll shoot a Bentley coup convertible. This week I'm shooting concept pictures, one hilarous serie is the fan suicide. This was the rough idea)
And I got a very good contact in a big advertising agency that have car budgets I'll see 1st of sept, so probably I'll get my firsts commisioned jobs
-Advertising: maybe I'll come back to advertising, but in Miami, I'll know end of sept
-Painting SG collective art show seems to go ahead, even though tina took it out of my hands, she's not really proactive and doesn't answer my e-mails... see this thread
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All my paints are on sale in my website. Paypal for payment.
& that's probably mine today as well...
What used to be "walking on clouds" house for some days is back to "broken passion" nest.
My new beloved had to go, my ex-wife is back with my son.
He still doesn't know because our stategy is to tell him after long enough so we can tell him: "see how we have a better relationship since some months? well it's the moment we decided to stay friends only, and for you it's better" We think it would be less traumatic.
But anyway I feel like shit to hyde it to him, specially when he mention anything about future projects togheter or whatsoever, or when he heard about Miami and said, "but, I'll almost don't see you then, and what about mama?"
I have like an hangover of to much love. The last night she was here we made love in such a sensual way I didn't knew it was possible. Five hours making love, the last hour and half inside her without coming (me, she did 3). Insane.
So today I just don't feel happy, I talked to her over the phone and we're missing each other, plus I have to hide to talk. She's supposed to be a very good friend of my ex as well.
But I don't feel guilty at all, I ain't breaking no rule, am I?
Projects:
-photography: the base picts are done, time to process: ( preparing some picts for my portfolio, on monday I'll shoot a Bentley coup convertible. This week I'm shooting concept pictures, one hilarous serie is the fan suicide. This was the rough idea)
And I got a very good contact in a big advertising agency that have car budgets I'll see 1st of sept, so probably I'll get my firsts commisioned jobs
-Advertising: maybe I'll come back to advertising, but in Miami, I'll know end of sept
-Painting SG collective art show seems to go ahead, even though tina took it out of my hands, she's not really proactive and doesn't answer my e-mails... see this thread
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All my paints are on sale in my website. Paypal for payment.
emotion is the corner stone of anyworthwhile artist...
think ill stay clear...
cheers for the nod though