Well I finished my essay yesterday and it seems ok, I've finished on time most importantly. I should feel good about this but I don't. I didn't exactly do well when I was at uni before and I desperately want to do better this time. I've felt a bit down today, I haven't seen any of my friends in a while and that's a bit rubbish, living in Essex I'm not really near many of them any more. It's too dark to go running in the evenings as well at the moment which is bumming me out. So to cheer myself up I've ordered myself a suicide girls t shirt and the SG comic books, I read a lot of graphic novels so I think I'll enjoy them. My day of the dead girl has pretty much healed now, I'm looking forward to finally getting it finished Saturday.