Happy today, could be better. Had a super good night again wth my crush. Thinking back at my past a lot lately. I read my journals and all I wanted was my independence. Jymi- broke up because I wanted to be free. Patrick- broke up because I wanted to be free. Every boyfriend I have ever had I have broken up with because I want to be free. Well, I have been free for over 5 years and I don't know if that is what I want anymore. So do I chance falling in love and breaking someone else's heart because of my need to be independent? What the fuck is wrong with me? I think it is fear...fear of them breaking my heart...so I will do it first. Fear of ending up like my parents. What is freedom?
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