Tuesday Aug 23, 2005

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Happy today, could be better. Had a super good night again wth my crush. Thinking back at my past a lot lately. I read my journals and all I wanted was my independence. Jymi- broke up because I wanted to be free. Patrick- broke up because I wanted to be free. Every boyfriend I have ever had I have broken up with because I want to be free. Well, I have been free for over 5 years and I don't know if that is what I want anymore. So do I chance falling in love and breaking someone else's heart because of my need to be independent? What the fuck is wrong with me? I think it is fear...fear of them breaking my heart...so I will do it first. Fear of ending up like my parents. What is freedom?
belllla:
Ooooooo... Tammy Pascatelli, huh? She's pretty funny! If I end up going out tomorrow, that might be really fun. smile

Ambition is coming up today and spending the night tonight. What time are you off?? I still want you girls to meet.

I'm dry. frown I hate going dry. Left a message for B. Cross your fingers for me. blush

What are you doing Sunday? I get SO into the VMAs every year. Wanna come over to watch?
belllla:
PS... I ♥ your new profile pic. love

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