Practice being honest with yourself, honest about what you feel, think and sense. Do not trap yourself into the habit of convincing yourself that you are as others see you or want to see you. Throughout your life you have been exposed to conditioning that has attempted to make you deny your feelings, thoughts and sensations. Relax and feel what you feel because it is...
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People who are grabbed and taken away by the red shoes always initially feel that whatever substance it is that they are addicted to is a savior in one sense or another. Sometimes it gives a sense of fantastic power, or a false sense that they have the energy to stay awake all night, create until dawn, go without eating. Or perhaps it allows them...
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I came to terms with myself recently. I made a realization and it was the best thing I have ever done. I am so much happier than I have ever been in my life, and I feel so at peace. It is the most amazing feeling ever and the jealous part of me that I have always tried to kill is gone. I really don't...
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belllla:
Fred Green? Oh jesus. Ok, I'll email you right now. 
jdub187:
Sounds like life is awsome! 
The boys are back in town...The Sellout Tour that is. Tomorrow night is there last night. It has been a fun week, they wear me out...but in a good way. Go Broncos! I can't believe they beat the Patriots! The club was dead on a Saturday night and that sucked, but it is over and I am home and watching SNL. Loving my new laptop...loving...
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codemonkeym:
I want to live la vida loca, but I need to buy a gallon of milk first. 
belllla:
Hey Dawg. I miss you. I haven't seen you in like... a while, dood.
Just kidding. I'm alil tipsy and using my last week on SG to say hellooooo.
We need to get the PZ ink with the quickness. I can't believe it took us THIS long.
I love you. I miss you. Peace.
Just kidding. I'm alil tipsy and using my last week on SG to say hellooooo.
We need to get the PZ ink with the quickness. I can't believe it took us THIS long.
I love you. I miss you. Peace.
I am back with a vengence. Just kidding. I am back though, Yeah! I have missed you boys and girls. I hope to have some of my photos up soon. Check back later.
Work is great now that the GM was fired. I should be taken over the universe next. Dave Chappelle was the bomb. He will be back next year if you missed him....
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Work is great now that the GM was fired. I should be taken over the universe next. Dave Chappelle was the bomb. He will be back next year if you missed him....
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Today is a great day. The Fireman's Chilli cook off is on Larimer Street today so I think I will have to spend this beautiful day eating chilli and meeting firemen!!!
And why must I like to watch shows like Laguna Beach...someone help!
And why must I like to watch shows like Laguna Beach...someone help!
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codemonkeym:
You're back? 
belllla:
You're back!!!!!!! Radness. 
Why don't you invite me over for shows like Laguna Beach? I think that's the question!!
Why don't you invite me over for shows like Laguna Beach? I think that's the question!!
Work is such a joke...no pun inintended. The GM is such an idiot, and has the worst temper. He gets in such an outrage about nothing. People quit and he flips out...the always quit because he is such an asshole. He never get's it, and he never will. I can't stand him. I need to get out of here. 
codemonkeym:
Sounds like my manager... and he gets into arguments with his boss, too.
Met any SGs, yet?
Met any SGs, yet?
megze:
Work sucks. Want to run away and join the circus with me?
Today I am the voice! I will lead, not follow
I will believe, not doubt
I will create, not destroy
I am a force for good!
I am a force for God!
I am a leader!
Defy the odds
Set a new standard
Step Up!!!
I will believe, not doubt
I will create, not destroy
I am a force for good!
I am a force for God!
I am a leader!
Defy the odds
Set a new standard
Step Up!!!
He leaves
but his scent is left behind
I lay silently in his rapture
I close my eyes only to see him
His face, his smile, his eyes
he touches me softly
the connection is so real
I awake
but his scent is left behind
but his scent is left behind
I lay silently in his rapture
I close my eyes only to see him
His face, his smile, his eyes
he touches me softly
the connection is so real
I awake
but his scent is left behind
Happy today, could be better. Had a super good night again wth my crush. Thinking back at my past a lot lately. I read my journals and all I wanted was my independence. Jymi- broke up because I wanted to be free. Patrick- broke up because I wanted to be free. Every boyfriend I have ever had I have broken up with because I want...
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belllla:
Ooooooo... Tammy Pascatelli, huh? She's pretty funny! If I end up going out tomorrow, that might be really fun.
Ambition is coming up today and spending the night tonight. What time are you off?? I still want you girls to meet.
I'm dry.
I hate going dry. Left a message for B. Cross your fingers for me. 
What are you doing Sunday? I get SO into the VMAs every year. Wanna come over to watch?
Ambition is coming up today and spending the night tonight. What time are you off?? I still want you girls to meet.
I'm dry.
I hate going dry. Left a message for B. Cross your fingers for me.
What are you doing Sunday? I get SO into the VMAs every year. Wanna come over to watch?
belllla:
PS... I ♥ your new profile pic.
I am having the best week ever! I found my first boyfriend on myspace.com okay not first boyfriend, but one of the first guys I lived with and a true love. He is also on Suicide Girls (zez1rtdk)! So I emailed him and crazy enough he was driving thru Denver in a couple days.
I saw him on Sunday and !!!
I have to say...
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I saw him on Sunday and
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I have to say...
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belllla:
Song #2 and I'm in Love!!!
He's on SG? Radness.
He's on SG? Radness.
codemonkeym:
Wow!