tryptamine_____

just checked out maggie's new set, and i love it! i've heard that getting a tattoo is really erotic for some people, but i've rarely been able to get past the pain enough to enjoy the endorphins.

i was much in demand this week, since my little brother flies out tomorrow. thus, i haven't been around much. i'm going to miss him a lot. he's growing into such a wonderful person, someone i wish i could have around a lot more often.

i spent a bit of the week with ashley as well. we get along even better than we did when we first met. she has gotten a little more quiet, and i have grown a little more talkative, which altogether makes us even more compatible, it seems. she admitted to me that she does have feelings for me still, but at the same time, she said she doesn't think she can involve herself with anyone right now. i expected that; at the same time, it takes intense will power on my part to keep my hands and lips off of her. especially nights like thursday, when she came over for our pimps and ho's party. she was dressed as a pimp, with her shirt open down the front, and asked me to draw chest hair for her. it also didn't help that she was high on mushrooms, and stayed temptingly close.

what do you do in a situation like that?