trout78

ive been considering for a few days now if i should even bother to write out these ideas in my head.
so im thinking maybe if i do it might help me to have a more clear idea of what it is im telling myself. so i think this might help. me.
one things for sure, dont want to sound like im starting to whine, not my desire here.
so anyway, i've decided to give up on the idea of finding someone to spend time with. its been a while sence i met someone i was interested in. i tell myself its the city i live in. seems to be a large populaton of people who have very little to nothing in common with me. maybe this is partly true. but it sounds like an excuse.
you know what, i know whats in my head. i know what i want, kind of. so ive made the decision to not actively hunt around for a women. not giving up completley, keep my eyes open and leave it at that.
enough of this.