troubled_sweetie

Well, I just got checking, in one month I'll be losing my SG account. I can't afford to renew it unless by some miracle I can get money and pay off some of my credit card. *sigh* It's gonna suck

Sadness

Severely depression
Financially fucked
Have no money
Our food is running out
Want to do things
But I know I can't

Car is dead
No money to fix
Need a job
No way to get there

Lots of troubles in my life
Losing friends
Losing the fight
Nobody will listen
Nobody can see
How depressed I am
Crying for someone to help me

I'm...
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Once again I have been fucked over by jobs. I was all but told by Price Chopper that I was hired. I was told that the interview went well and everything else. So what happens? I get a letter (yea the bastards didn't even have the guts to call and tell me) saying that I'm not qualified for the job. WHAT THE FUCK?????? I'm sick...
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If you're on myspace and aren't my friend on there, can you give me your link so that I can add you there? Thanks

Can't post the pics for at least another week...but that's cool...I can say this, THEY'RE GORGEOUS

Tonight Joe and I had his mother take some pics of us together in her place, outside of her place and by the falls nearby. As soon as she emails them to him I can have them posted up here.

Hey all...This is not a good time for me anymore...

I got into a huge ass fight with one of my closest friends (you know who you are) over voicing my own opinion. Needless to say, I doubt we're friends anymore. I don't know how I'm going to deal with this, but I guess maybe leaving here and other places may help. I'm way too...
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Out in Belmont NY with my hunny staying at his sisters for the weekend. I guess I never should have inquired about something because I got an email that crushed me. I guess my feelings don't matter to people and I'll never even try to do something like that again. It was something I was hoping to do, but I'll never be good enough.

I have made a wedding webpage that you might want to check out. The information about the wedding is still uncertain, but it's enough to give you more info on us

Elizabeth Penner and Joseph Hoberg's Wedding Webpage

*Sigh*
God I don't want to go out to visit Joe's parents this weekend. It's in the middle of nowhere, and I absolutely hate his mother. I'd rather sit here home alone all weekend then deal with that bitch. Grrrrrrr......Why do I have to go? I'd rather sit here on my ass all weekend with nothing to do and no one to hang out with...
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