Time for an extremely dark poem from me. This is how I feel lately:
Death
I couldnt care less what you think
I dont care what you say
Physical pain is the only thing
That takes my mind off of heartache
If only I had a gun
Something small perhaps
I could get the job done
Then they couldnt judge me
Then they couldnt judge our love
One bullet is all it would take
To shut them up
She thinks this through
*BAM!*
The splatters of blood all over the wall
Would make them all watch in awe
As I fall down to the ground
After my brains are scattered on the floor
Then maybe theyd know
How much they make me hurt
Maybe then they would know
How much I love you
How much we deserve one another
Seeing the blood everywhere
Might make them see
How much I was willing to do for you
Just to make them happy
Maybe death is the only solution
Because it seems like then
And only then
That theyll realize that this was not fake
This was everything they ever wanted you to have
This was everything that made you happy
One death shall not be enough though
If taking my own life wont make them hurt
Then Ill take another
No, not yours
Someone who belongs in hell
Someone who doesnt deserve to live
Someone closer to them
The one who calls me slutty
The one who thinks Im controlling
Then I know theyll see
That I was sick of them misjudging me
Im not a bad person
I just want respect
If death is the only way to get respect
Then so be it
She decides to go ahead and do it
Up goes the gun
Should I take her
Or should I take me, she thinks
Fuck this shit
That bitch will suffer too
*BAM*
I drop to the floor
Everyone stares in awe
Some start to cry
Some start to vomit
Some start to talk
I couldnt believe shed do that, they say
What did she do it for
One stands up and says
She did it for love
She did it to prove a point
No one would listen
So she took matters into her own hands
And made sure that everyone did
Death is normally not the solution
Normally theres only a temporary problem
With love
There becomes permanent problems
Death is the only permanent solution
Death
I couldnt care less what you think
I dont care what you say
Physical pain is the only thing
That takes my mind off of heartache
If only I had a gun
Something small perhaps
I could get the job done
Then they couldnt judge me
Then they couldnt judge our love
One bullet is all it would take
To shut them up
She thinks this through
*BAM!*
The splatters of blood all over the wall
Would make them all watch in awe
As I fall down to the ground
After my brains are scattered on the floor
Then maybe theyd know
How much they make me hurt
Maybe then they would know
How much I love you
How much we deserve one another
Seeing the blood everywhere
Might make them see
How much I was willing to do for you
Just to make them happy
Maybe death is the only solution
Because it seems like then
And only then
That theyll realize that this was not fake
This was everything they ever wanted you to have
This was everything that made you happy
One death shall not be enough though
If taking my own life wont make them hurt
Then Ill take another
No, not yours
Someone who belongs in hell
Someone who doesnt deserve to live
Someone closer to them
The one who calls me slutty
The one who thinks Im controlling
Then I know theyll see
That I was sick of them misjudging me
Im not a bad person
I just want respect
If death is the only way to get respect
Then so be it
She decides to go ahead and do it
Up goes the gun
Should I take her
Or should I take me, she thinks
Fuck this shit
That bitch will suffer too
*BAM*
I drop to the floor
Everyone stares in awe
Some start to cry
Some start to vomit
Some start to talk
I couldnt believe shed do that, they say
What did she do it for
One stands up and says
She did it for love
She did it to prove a point
No one would listen
So she took matters into her own hands
And made sure that everyone did
Death is normally not the solution
Normally theres only a temporary problem
With love
There becomes permanent problems
Death is the only permanent solution
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
jade:
they've always talked
lecia:
thanks