Hey everyone! It's time for a real update from me.
Things are finally starting to calm down with my mental problems. I am going in on Monday to talk to my manager, Rich and tell him that I am going to stay on with Vector, but I want to back off and become less active as a rep until I become more comfortable with the public (i.e. I need a job doing inside sales before I can do outside sales). I decided this Wednesday night bc I didn't go to the normally required work meeting. I was in no shape to be doing so either. When I am upset like that, I need time to be me and time to relax.
In other news, Joe and I went to the mall yesterday and I finally got something that I have needed for a long time. I finally found a bra that FITS!! LOL! I finally stopped shying away from Victoria's Secret, went in and got a damn comfortable bra. Now I am happy!!
Travel news: I plan on being out to Ohio and Michigan to meet Lecia and MetalEric by October or November. It all depends on finances. But I can't wait to meet my grrl!!!!!!
Upcoming things that worry me:
My dad has to go back to the doctor on April 4 bc he has an infection in his leg (he's diabetic)
Also, dad just had a heart checkup not too long ago bc he's got heart problems, he finds out if there's anything wrong on April 19th.
And last, but certainly not least, my parents' puppy, Lucky, will be going in for surgery on April 22nd. I hope she makes it through bc the last doggy we took to have surgery never completely woke up and we lost her
To all of my friends on here, especially Lecia, Crystal, softreply, and MetalEric: I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! 
Come join my forum:
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Things are finally starting to calm down with my mental problems. I am going in on Monday to talk to my manager, Rich and tell him that I am going to stay on with Vector, but I want to back off and become less active as a rep until I become more comfortable with the public (i.e. I need a job doing inside sales before I can do outside sales). I decided this Wednesday night bc I didn't go to the normally required work meeting. I was in no shape to be doing so either. When I am upset like that, I need time to be me and time to relax.
In other news, Joe and I went to the mall yesterday and I finally got something that I have needed for a long time. I finally found a bra that FITS!! LOL! I finally stopped shying away from Victoria's Secret, went in and got a damn comfortable bra. Now I am happy!!
Travel news: I plan on being out to Ohio and Michigan to meet Lecia and MetalEric by October or November. It all depends on finances. But I can't wait to meet my grrl!!!!!!
Upcoming things that worry me:
My dad has to go back to the doctor on April 4 bc he has an infection in his leg (he's diabetic)
Also, dad just had a heart checkup not too long ago bc he's got heart problems, he finds out if there's anything wrong on April 19th.
And last, but certainly not least, my parents' puppy, Lucky, will be going in for surgery on April 22nd. I hope she makes it through bc the last doggy we took to have surgery never completely woke up and we lost her
To all of my friends on here, especially Lecia, Crystal, softreply, and MetalEric: I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
Come join my forum:
SexyGal's Forum
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so yeah... I know what ya mean...
Bras that fit are the best. It took me a long time to find one, too. It's hard! Especially if you go to Victoria's Secret, because it so damn expensive. But the one I have now was only $20, so that's ok.
Yeah, I need more bras.