troubled_sweetie

I talked things over with Joe....His issue was that he didn't get the point of SG and he didn't know what it meant to me. SG was the only thing that gave me the confidence that I need in life and everything that he said this morning just took all that confidence away. Now I have to start from scratch. I know now that he didn't mean to hurt me. It may be a while before I know whether or not I'll put those pics back up. It all depends. I feel so ashamed of my body and looks now that I dunno if I can ever put them back up.