trouble_

I had a wonderful day today.
A confusing wonderful day.
I'm not gonna ask any questions,
I'm not gonna try to work out this puzzle,
I'm just gonna smile and be happy.
But everything is so complicated.
As one slips more and more into my life...
the one who left so eagerly is pushing his way back in.
He just told me he "loves me a lot" ...
I asked him where this was coming from?
How he went from being completely incapable
of continuing our relationship...
to "loving me a lot"
How he broke my heart by walking away,
forcing me to face everything
as it truly was...
then saunter back in...
and tell me that he "loves me a lot"
Am I the only one who doesn't get this?
I don't even want to contemplate it right now.
I just want to wash away in this idiotic bliss.
Right now all I want is more.


**in the past 15 seconds this has escalated into a "do you love me back" situation... god speed**