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I can take no satisfaction in anything right now, perhaps I'm at some odd point in my existence where destruction reigns supreme in self expression...it used to be so easy to build...to construct. But no there is no pleasure there, instead almost like a seething flow of voracious army ants I want to see everything stripped to their basic consituients.

The word of the week is: emancipation. That combination of letters is burning like a fire in my gut, it demands...no it screams for acknowledgement and action. Of course it will be difficult to that which has been comfortable to me and basically made me for the last decade, but it's time to move towards the unknown and possibly dangerous. What is today but yesterdays...
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Wow, what a series of days, nights, hours and other various increments of time...birthdays were comemorated, small Kooteny cities were vacationed in, friends were dashed with paintballs, large quantities of alcohol were imbibed...all `n all things really came together. The time however was not solely dedicated to self debasement (more`s the pity I know), but I did take time for some deep introspection about how...
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Events have transpired that fill me with foreboding...I may go into hiding for the next month.

"To summarize: it is a well-known fact that those people who most want to rule people are, ipso facto, those least suited to do it. To summarize the summary: anyone who is capable of getting themselves made President should on no account be allowed to do the job. To summarize the summary of the summary: people are a problem."

This is the highest pinacle of entertainment for me at the moment...

Presenting, my brother, Keegs...now in extra smooth flavor...

Confession is supposed to ease the burden of the soul, so I will share something that perhaps I've know about for a while but was unable to identifythe mind works to protect it from itself and just maybe that's what been going on with me. During a long talk with one that may know me better than I'd care to admit I may have gained...
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