Not much to tell, the boys are sick with what I think is strep...they just keep spiking high fevers and then when the motrin kicks in they seem fine again...but think we will lay low this weekend.
I am planning on doing the halloween decorating on Sunday, I have tombstones to lay out in the front garden and other spooky things, I usually dress up my mannequin and put it out too but I have to bring her in at night as she is from the 60's and I love her and don't want her stolen. The biggest is gonna be a lion, and the medium is gonna be a firefighter and the smallest is gonna be piglet. I am not sure what I will be yet but I have a blonde afro wig to start..maybe I can find some roller skates second hand? I dunno, I usually throw something together that day...
I have been thinking as of late that I rely on the weed too much for social things. I have always been kinda outgoing and started toking in my early 20's. Of course as with everything I overdid it and lately it is just something I do at night when I have some destressing time to recoup from the day. So I went form being hardcore 24/7 stoned to just one or two at night with hubby...that being said though ,I secretly use it before I go do anything social as I have developed some anxeity about those sorta things. I mean after 10 years or so is it a hobby or a crutch? Do I really need a social lubricant anymore? At the end of the day does anyone really care if I do or not, they can never tell one way or another as I am pretty much the same when baked or sober...at least when I am a little baked I find it easier to talk... I dunno, I am just rambling and pondering its place in my life.....
On with looking at nekkid cool chix....hope your weekends go well
I am planning on doing the halloween decorating on Sunday, I have tombstones to lay out in the front garden and other spooky things, I usually dress up my mannequin and put it out too but I have to bring her in at night as she is from the 60's and I love her and don't want her stolen. The biggest is gonna be a lion, and the medium is gonna be a firefighter and the smallest is gonna be piglet. I am not sure what I will be yet but I have a blonde afro wig to start..maybe I can find some roller skates second hand? I dunno, I usually throw something together that day...
I have been thinking as of late that I rely on the weed too much for social things. I have always been kinda outgoing and started toking in my early 20's. Of course as with everything I overdid it and lately it is just something I do at night when I have some destressing time to recoup from the day. So I went form being hardcore 24/7 stoned to just one or two at night with hubby...that being said though ,I secretly use it before I go do anything social as I have developed some anxeity about those sorta things. I mean after 10 years or so is it a hobby or a crutch? Do I really need a social lubricant anymore? At the end of the day does anyone really care if I do or not, they can never tell one way or another as I am pretty much the same when baked or sober...at least when I am a little baked I find it easier to talk... I dunno, I am just rambling and pondering its place in my life.....
On with looking at nekkid cool chix....hope your weekends go well
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I personally don't think that using pot to help curb anxiety is a crutch. If it helps in that aspect then in my opinion it is no better or worse then legal drugs like Zolof or Paxil used for the same thing. But if you don't feel you need it then I suggest you try and ween your self down or off. Good luck!
Have a great weekend.
As for the social smoking, Hmmm, I'm probably the wrong one to give advice because I do the same thing. I don't get WASTED, but just a bit so that I can enjoy myself more by being a bit more relaxed.
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