ok , it's official. All my fun (drugged or drunk) days are over lol. Except for the weed, thats a constant..I mean if I wasn't a pot head they would probably give me a calm down pill anway. I watched people drinking wine last night in chat..and it looked so good. I rmemebered that I had some left over pinot something in my fridge from a dinner party. You shouldn't let wine go bad. I haven't really drank in 4 years either due to pregnancy and nursing but what the hell right? I know at this point very well my experience with alcohol is not a good one but thought HEY! One half glass wouldn't hurt anyone....I drank the half sad glass, went to bed feeling funny and woke up this AM with HUGE migraine and queasy feeling. I have 3 loud demanding wonderful kids so that was a problem! Thank goodness the man took over and whipped up french toast and took care of them while I battled my brain upstairs..I feel much better right now but have learned it for real this time. I just cannot drink!
I knew this young, my mother doesn't due to what she calls an allergy haha but I think its that we both get migraines from it. Despite that I tried my damnist to be like my friends and pound it back when young..always so sick..Then I quit, I mean who would do that to themselves ..right?
In my mid twenties , after being out in the world on my own since 17, I had a pretty strong work ethic. I never could party like the others because it made me so sick and I couldn't miss any work, so that kept me on the straight and narrow. Plus I discovered pot in that time and was a big part of my recreational time. I learned to grow shrooms after work and got good at it so I could sell that or trade for whatever I wanted. I worked two jobs usually, The clothing designer gig with Weezi and the managing of the tattoo shop were my day jobs and at night I began to dance (WITH CLOTHES ON HAHA) at a local gay/straight club at night for cash. The owner thought having cute weird people dancing and having fun and bringing their friends would make the club hot and it was fun. I was there thurs..to sat night 12 to 4 ish..and couldn't drink..due to the sick thing..so I discovered coke..bad idea..it was fun at first but became expensive and definately not what I wanted out of life so after 4 or 5 wasted years of go go go. I quit. It was harder than I thought. I still can't listen to jungle or drum and bass, which might be a good thing..back to my punk roots again haha
I married. I battled a health scare which promted me to want to start our family. We have three kids now and we are good. I am drug free still (I had one relapse of one week 3 years ago..) I still smoke the weed, but don't drink or anything else..
I'm happy pretty much. Just hungover and introspective..sorry I took you all on this weird story..
What did you all do last night?
I knew this young, my mother doesn't due to what she calls an allergy haha but I think its that we both get migraines from it. Despite that I tried my damnist to be like my friends and pound it back when young..always so sick..Then I quit, I mean who would do that to themselves ..right?
In my mid twenties , after being out in the world on my own since 17, I had a pretty strong work ethic. I never could party like the others because it made me so sick and I couldn't miss any work, so that kept me on the straight and narrow. Plus I discovered pot in that time and was a big part of my recreational time. I learned to grow shrooms after work and got good at it so I could sell that or trade for whatever I wanted. I worked two jobs usually, The clothing designer gig with Weezi and the managing of the tattoo shop were my day jobs and at night I began to dance (WITH CLOTHES ON HAHA) at a local gay/straight club at night for cash. The owner thought having cute weird people dancing and having fun and bringing their friends would make the club hot and it was fun. I was there thurs..to sat night 12 to 4 ish..and couldn't drink..due to the sick thing..so I discovered coke..bad idea..it was fun at first but became expensive and definately not what I wanted out of life so after 4 or 5 wasted years of go go go. I quit. It was harder than I thought. I still can't listen to jungle or drum and bass, which might be a good thing..back to my punk roots again haha
I married. I battled a health scare which promted me to want to start our family. We have three kids now and we are good. I am drug free still (I had one relapse of one week 3 years ago..) I still smoke the weed, but don't drink or anything else..
I'm happy pretty much. Just hungover and introspective..sorry I took you all on this weird story..
What did you all do last night?
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craftygrrl:
I think it's fanatstic you are a responsible mother, we should all be so lucky to be a great mommy like you.
aliciakay:
I'm not a big drinker. I do like to go out and get drunk maybe once a year. I don't smoke pot, but would if I could. I'm way to giggly and it's on my concious that it's not the "right" thing (for me) my stepdad smokes everyday allday and if he is out...don't even think about talking to him. and my hubby isn't into it. I never got into drugs. but, I did start drinking at 12. I have no idea how I got it, but I did. Did that whole thing for a few years until 10th or so and then mostly smoked pot. After highschool, got married 5 months later got pregnant and that stopped everything. I don't mind mostly. I like to be home with my babies, but everyone needs some time to have adult fun. It's nice that you lived your life and now can settle down and be a great mom. Sometimes the mom part comes in before the living life and that's not always a very good thing. xoxoxo