Tuesday Jan 24, 2006

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Long ago, when I was a teen and thrown outta my house I joined the army for lack of a better option. I stayed three years, I liked it and was good at it. I learned this phrase "Improvise, Adapt, and Overcome..." I went on from there throughout my twenties with reckless and wild abandon. I was into all sorts of things, mainly having fun. Go-go dancing on speakers at clubs, serving as a muse for fashion peeps here and dabbling in everything under the sun. This lasted until 4 years ago. I decided to marry, settle and now I'm having baby number three. I'm quite happy and everything but my life now is a far cry from the wildness of then. Is 4 years long? It seems so short. Improvise Adapt and Overcome always served me well in the ever changing world I was in , but I think now I'm adapting quite slow. I just had new furniture delivered to our new house we bought and I'm staring at it now, all adult looking and smelling with baby on hip and all I keep thinking is......I'm an adult now? I have mortgage, hubby, kids, got rid of old beat up shit and replaced with new furniture...What now? I don't feel like an adult.
bikerben:
Ah old age, maturity and responsibility eeek

I'm still wondering when its going to kick in fully for me wink

I'd say you have done things the right way, after all how sad do those 40 & 50 year old 'teenagers' look, especially at clubs n gigs etc tongue

You cant stay doing the same shit forever, just think there may actually be something just around the corner thats 1000 times better than the fun you had in the wild days, you just aint quite there yet wink
brandi77:
What now? Is right. I always expected that once you hit a certain "adult" age (whatever that might be) you would be, look, and feel grown up. Wrong. I wonder everyday when I'm going to feel like an adult.

P.S. Your picture is so cute, you should post some more!

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