trixxx

Long ago, when I was a teen and thrown outta my house I joined the army for lack of a better option. I stayed three years, I liked it and was good at it. I learned this phrase "Improvise, Adapt, and Overcome..." I went on from there throughout my twenties with reckless and wild abandon. I was into all sorts of things, mainly having fun. Go-go dancing on speakers at clubs, serving as a muse for fashion peeps here and dabbling in everything under the sun. This lasted until 4 years ago. I decided to marry, settle and now I'm having baby number three. I'm quite happy and everything but my life now is a far cry from the wildness of then. Is 4 years long? It seems so short. Improvise Adapt and Overcome always served me well in the ever changing world I was in , but I think now I'm adapting quite slow. I just had new furniture delivered to our new house we bought and I'm staring at it now, all adult looking and smelling with baby on hip and all I keep thinking is......I'm an adult now? I have mortgage, hubby, kids, got rid of old beat up shit and replaced with new furniture...What now? I don't feel like an adult.