coffee is great except when you are sick, then you dont want coffee. well at least i dont want coffee...which if you knew me that is abnormal for me to say. but i really dont want coffee today. i had alittle but i poured it down the sink. oh well. so i missed a birthday recently. tuesday was my friend's birthday and i missed it. was meaning she was my friend but tuesday still is her birthday. i thought about it. recongnized it. logged it in my brain. but we arent friends anymore and i try not to think about it too much. its strange how people dissolve. its strange to think of myself as overbearing, which was one role in the demise of our friendship. am i overbearing? i dont think i am? i think that i bleed into the walls and become one of those pictures where the eyes folllow you across the room. i see alot but say little. people walk in and out but i stay on the wall.
purepenelope:
yeah 15 people... you were there. enjoy that little bit of information!
purepenelope:
oh now i don't know about all that... it was exactly how i told him i DIDN'T want it to happen because there are always people there... but inevitably... it did. haha no one knows though. i applied last night. i'll show you my pictures when you get to work.