tomorrow i'm going to see Ghostland Observatory allllll by my lonesome. but no one who wanted to go with me got tix before they sold out . . . i know it'll be a fantastic show regardless of my feeling awkward. then back to the boy for some lovins. which i dearly miss already! it's been only a few days of no lovins and i'm definitely thristy for them. hehe
addictions . . .
monday brings the end of my break. i'm not not not not not ready for the pulling together of my portfolio this quarter. it scares me. i don't want to fail (at being as cool, yet professional, as i think i should be!) . . .
plus the web design will, in fact, kill me. i hate web design. fuck that shit.
that's it. 2 web design classes, senior portfolio, and getting an internship over . . . then i'm free from college until i decide (probably a few years down the line) to go to graduate school. freaking worrisome!
god, i stress over the same things every day............................ what a sillylittlegirl i am!
okay: loves to all! g'night!!!
addictions . . .

monday brings the end of my break. i'm not not not not not ready for the pulling together of my portfolio this quarter. it scares me. i don't want to fail (at being as cool, yet professional, as i think i should be!) . . .
plus the web design will, in fact, kill me. i hate web design. fuck that shit.
that's it. 2 web design classes, senior portfolio, and getting an internship over . . . then i'm free from college until i decide (probably a few years down the line) to go to graduate school. freaking worrisome!

god, i stress over the same things every day............................ what a sillylittlegirl i am!

okay: loves to all! g'night!!!
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i'm just cutting off things i don't really need every sunny, somewhat nice day, to be honest.
and i'm growing a shit ton of herbs. i put together a list of at least 20 to grow. they're all quite useful in the practice of herbalism. i chose mostly based on their ability to play together to form the basis of treatment for a variety of imbalances.
and that's sounding a lot like my spring break thus far. i've watched more TV and movies than i have in the last two months. not owning a TV will do that to a man.
and we brew beer here so it seems like i'm always drinking a beer. not in a bad way, either. i mean, beer!
also, i totally understand the lovins situation! been since this afternoon and i'm already jonesing.
and that band always makes me happy. have a great time at their concert!
superdrug. that sounds ridiculous as a company.
um, best bands i've seen? i really enjoy going to Jason Webley shows . . . he's a local musician who's crazy and a great performer. but i also really like the Dresden Dolls and Decemberists . . . I dunno, i go to a fair amount of shows so it's hard to say. OOH . . . The Violent Femmes were amazing live! hehe
guitar and bass? that's awesome. are you in a band or just enjoy playing? what is your fav. kind of music? to play? to listen to?
aww everyone loves penguins these days . . . it makes me want to set them on fire haha.
squirls are cool though....
hehe brazil would be amazing and sexxxxxxy . . . i dunno, but i always think of it as spicysexy as a place to visit haha
i want to go to italy and eat. a lot.
Hey hey, well yea Superdrug is kinda leading to the wrong conclusion =] though i couldnt see lemsip being overly abused ... who knows next big thing???
Hehe i am really really worried in my infinite love of music that i have never heard of any of those bands! but i am about to napster search and download them, or myspace search them =] as sounds funky and im oopen to allllllll music ....
i started the love, ive loved penguins for yeeeeeeeeeeears and squirrels just rock my socks ... hehe ... what animals do you likies?
Hehe yea it does have the sexy samba lifestyle attached, hot days, long sandy beaches, samba, drinkin and dancing ... dang we should run off and make a treehouse or something and live the brazillian high life ...
Though i would love to go to italy, land of romance and spagheltti i love that stuff even if i cant spell it! so how come not book yourself a flight and go visit and eat the place hehe <3 peace <3xx