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Do you ever feel just completly stagnant ? like life is on hold and your just kind of existing ? . I have just been feeling so bored and lonely of late . I want to feel something more than this . I miss the feeling of real excitement . I miss the feeling of being so ecstatically happy and in love with somebody that nothing else really matters.Im tired of being envious and resentful of other peoples successes and happiness .Im praying that my travels this year are going to breathe some life into me , refresh me with new experiences of different cultures , have some interesting stories to tell .. and who knows maybe actually inspire me with an idea of something to do with my life that would make me really happy.

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Todays other news

*Theres a few photos from The Fleadh in my livejournal (click on the contact thingy up there)

*I went to see the film 'The Ladykillers' which was pretty good . Im told its abysmal compared to the original but I haven't seen that so I enjoyed it . "Float like leaf on river of life... and kill old lady."

*I overcame my fears and actually went clothes shopping , something thats generally an annual event with me (if that) as I suppose im not allowed to count getting a tshirt at a gig . But yeah it was a success , I came home unscathed with jeans and shorts for my holiday.

*Im now pretty much skint , so the new Cure album is going on my credit card tommorow.

[Todays Playlist - Skinny Puppy / Candle , Smashing Pumpkins / Ava Adore , Ministry / Thieves]