trinityy's SuicideGirls Blog

i am dead to everyone...
i don't think i ever existed.
i never will.
i just want to crawl into a hole.
never come out.
bury me pls, til everything is sane.
until its safe.
thanks
trin
xoxo

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freyja__:

*knockknock*
it's safe to come out now.
it's almost a new year..
the daylight is growing..
time to rub your eyes and start anew!
xoxoxoxox

Dec 27, 2003

freyja__:

you really need to get down here for a sgny party soon. it's been too long.

Dec 28, 2003

its cold, or i am just cold i don't know, who cares?
i talked to my friend and its pretty much all unconfusing i just wish i knew what to REALLY do. all i can do is be her friend, and hope she doesn't get hurt.
work is insane, no day off til x-mas day. have to drive to my brothers x-mas eve night after...
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fractal:

poor silly kitty

Dec 21, 2003

admitourmistakes:

cats are crazzzzzy

Dec 21, 2003

i am so confused. i don't know what to do or say to be honest with ya. i don't know if i understand the conversation i had with someone tonight. like i want to kinda play it back in my head but i can't quit grasp what was said. it was a lot to take in and focus on. i want to ask for her...
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mya22:

It's Sophia! hehe My fav too

Dec 16, 2003

noelle:

If you go grey, i`ll miss you alot.

Sorry i missed Thanksgiving, i`m having health probs, and it really starting to drain me. Sounds like you are having a bit of a rough time too.
In each others thoughts.

Dec 16, 2003

so i went to pgh with chrono01. had a good time, aside from the little accident i got into

nothing major just hit some guy infront of me at a stop light, my front license plate came off and well its in my backseat just hanging out.nothing new except my first day back from work this week i worked 12 hours and 45 mins, open...
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aries:

04102...ZIP sorry

Dec 11, 2003

tattoosnscrews:

I'm glad you got to hang with my "Brother from another mother" I miss that silly little bastard. We must hang soon!

Dec 12, 2003

i am not ashamed for the things i have done, i am not ashamed for my actions, i am not strong all the time, i am weak, i do what i feel is right and the other night it felt so right. i am not ashamed, just fear the ones i care for to think i am weak, to think its stupid, think what they...
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mistressmissy:

you also now have a souvenier of your trip...your license plate!
hahaha

Dec 8, 2003

monica:

that journal entry is fuckin so true for me

Dec 9, 2003

i am back. i lost the net for a couple days after we moved.
i hope everyone is well.
i still love you all

much love
trin
xoxo

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freyja__:

maybe you could cut up some of your own stuff to make the flag? old shirts and things?

otherwise i'm sure you can get them mondo cheap online.

xo

Dec 5, 2003

spikybluegirl:

you didn't do anything wrong, it just wasn't what I had expected and I was hurt that even when you were around me you were still sort of closed off, you know? I felt like I just couldn't get through to you very well in person and I didn't expect that at all. More than anything else, I think that was what upset me about the whole thing.

Love you,
Love,
Me.

p.s. why yes, I am corny!

Dec 5, 2003

i have nothing to really say... just know i love you guys

its crazy around here.
my sanity is breaking.

but who cares

exactly.

much love
trin
xoxo

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broken_reality:

My sanity broke long ago. People have said I live in a fantasy world. Don't we all? I mean we live inside our minds and experience reality merely thru perception.

Nov 30, 2003

bean:

Sanity is elusive. Like chasing your shadow.

But hey, lots of us care. These SG people are a pretty caring bunch I've found.

Dec 1, 2003

i'm alive...
i hope everyone is well.
sorry i haven't been around much, a lot is going on...
no job still.
bills due in about 2 weeks and no money...
yup i am screwed...
oh and i love anxiety attacks

much love
trin
xoxo

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jora:

Thinking of you and sending the good energy to ya. I hope you are well.

Nov 24, 2003

noelle:

Oh, honey. i`m broke too. It`ll all work out, i keep sayin`.

[Edited on Nov 24, 2003 6:42PM]

Nov 24, 2003

life is good
somethings can be stressful, but some ppl make it better

i made pizza dough today from scratch

i am not too sure if the sauce came out any good, i might have to go to the store and get some spices and tomato sauce and do it over... yeah i can be VERY picky about food i make...
i am a veggie...
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tattoosnscrews:

I need a hug, chances are when anyone hugs me I will be only thinking about one. Sucks ass I cant hug her.

Nov 12, 2003

tattoosnscrews:

I want some Pizza, I'm hungry as all hell.

Nov 17, 2003

well i am contemplating on cancelling my account in dec when i am due for another payment... i lack in money and well i am hardly on here that much... in a way i don't want to b/c i have so many friends here and would like to keep in touch... but my attention is elsewhere... so tell me what you think??

in other news,...
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freyja__:

OH.
sonny and alcazar were there.
jason is still struggling.. but he's dealing with sonny and carli's baby right now and not so much mob stuff.

in her dreams, carli seemed to go back to sonny. and all is well again.

Nov 10, 2003

purephase:

And send some of that Trent's way.

You're awesome. Keep up the good work. I hope I can see again at events, even if you don't renew, I'm hoping that people will still invite us.

Nov 10, 2003

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