Wednesday Mar 26, 2003

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Forgive Me Father For I Have Sinned.... Forgive Me Mother For I Have Sinned...

I never thought I would see this day. I always remember shit would be okay. I was wrong. Why is it theirs so much hate for the ones who are not all alike? Never realizing i have no support hurt. I spent nights crying myself to sleep b/c of you. I thought it was me, but I then realized its you. I am sorry I am not some cookie cutter girl like everyone else. I am not gonna be like everyone I am gonna be me. For I have sinned. Sinned against you and our family. I am done with hiding it. You can see it in my eyes, you can hear it in my voice. Just know i am the mature one who will love you always, and never turn my back on you. But you will turn your back on your own daughter. Fuck that. I am me and you are you. More the power to you in your life. I just wonder how you made it in life. How the fuck did you make it in this world when you are so close minded. ah well who cares...

I am happy now and thats all that matters to me. smile
song...
"I Feel So"

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
~box car racer~

Forgive Me Father For I Have Sinned and I am NOT ashamed, i am proud and i carry much pride as to who I am.
Much LOVE, PEACE, and HAPPINESS
Love
Trin
kiss
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
freyja__:
love and light.
xo
kinnie:
Hey hon... I'm terribly sorry that all that is going on with your mum. Just know that there are so many people out here that DO accept and love you! But I know it can be hard when that one person you need just can't... If you ever need to talk, you can catch me on AIM. I'm here for you! kiss

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