Sunday Mar 23, 2003

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okay so i had a big entry but i deleted it b/c i am sick of everything.
i am sick of the way i feel and have felt. i am sick of how ppl act. i am sick of this world being so money hungry.
i hate distance and i hate being here and not there.
i feared this week of losing her. i fear of losing my friends. i ear losing myself.. but i am getting a better grip on myself. i love you all and i hope all is well..



love
trin
kiss
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freyja__:
horray for feeling better.
deeeeep breaths.
remember: when you're sick of everything..
the only thing you can change about this world is yourself
how you handle and react to things.
people will be retarded forever
you just have to learn to take it with a spoonful of sugar.
kiss
broken_reality:
I've felt that way for months now. Got a little better after talking with an old friend but then rite back to suicidal/homicidal feelings/urges. Like I don't give a fuck about anything. Want to snap and go on a murder spree. The meds I take keep me barely sane. Just want to sleep forever....

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